Sunday, April 3, 2005

Yes, I know I haven't updated in ten days. My compy is broken, and I've been strapped for time as-is. I hope to have a full update before Wednesday; keep watching this space, and thank you for your patience.
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Friday, March 18, 2005

   Seven Days...oh, sorry...wrong number...
Okay, I finally saw the Ring, and the emoticon at the top of this post sums up my feelings on it. Was that supposed to be scary? Seriously, no one was in any real danger for most of the entire film! How people could like this and not like The Grudge is completely beyond me.

The only thing funnier than The Ring was my sister's reaction whilst watching The Ring; in addition to not SHUTTING UP throughout the whole film, she closed her eyes and covered her ears through the climax. We watched this for two hours, and you turned away during the only scary part? Jeez, sis. And yes, I know you're reading this. =P

Anyway, enough with that. My parents are taking my sisters up north for their Spring Break, so I'll be home alone for almost a week. And I'm such a loser, I have no cool ideas on how to spend my time. Alas.

I finished my paper on Octopi intelligence, but I still must prepare my slide show; I'll start on that next week. If anyone's interested, I'll be posting my report on the OtakuBoards.

I bought "We Are Not Alone", by Breaking Benjamin. It's on sale for $7.99 at Circuit City this week, if anyone's interested. It's a solid album, and I'd have bought it just to get the full version of "So Cold".

I'm finally working more hours at Barnes& Noble, but I'm still looking for another job.

Huh. I'm boring, aren't I?

Thought of the moment: I have cell-phone minutes!

Quote of the moment: "Did you know Normie'sss a closet Disney fan? Owns every film, even those lame direct-to-DVD'ssss." -Venom, "Spider-Girl"

Song of the moment:

"Fireflys", Breaking Benjamin

You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I caught your lie
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose

[Chorus:]
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide

Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You can go away
If you guess the name
You cannot replace

[Chorus]

Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away

[Chorus]

Fuck you firefly
Have you lost your light
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
So I joke and smile

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Paranoid of Every Sound
So, here I am once again, ready to impart some news upon you all. Specifically, I’m doing really well in my classes; isn’t that cool? I got a 107 on my last math test. Can you believe that? In a math test. That’s so awesome, it’s uber-awesome. I might just have to invent a new word to describe how awesome that is.

In my Marine Bio class, I’ve got to do a presentation on octopus intelligence. (Chances are, octopuses are smarter than at least one person you know.) I’m not going to start until the books I ordered from the library come in, though.

In my leadership class, things are coming along swimmingly, even though the class is still a waste of time. My group and I went to an assisted living facility last Friday and helped out.

What no one told me until we got there was that this facility helped folks with Alzheimer’s. That created a drastically different environment that the one I expected, believe you me. I met this man who was a US Marine in WWII, and it kind of upset me that after dedicating his life to his country, this was how he ended up. On the whole, it was a humbling experience.

We need to go back, but we’re not sure when, yet. And I volunteered to create the slide-show presentation we’ll give the class. My octopus presentation is really just a prototype for this more important presentation, because I’ll be learning all of the best Powerpoint tricks beforehand. It will be the Mother of All Slide Shows.

Ahem. In other news, I turned in an application to the Eddie Baur clothing store in the mall, because the mall has flexible hours, and I’d rather smell like new clothes than sour milk and espresso at the end of a work shift.

Ring II is coming out…this weekend, I think. I never saw the original, so I ordered it from the library, because Julia loved it. I need to watch the first before I can ask her if she wants to go see the second one with me. Yes, it’s an evil plan. What’s your point?

My Spring Break starts on Friday, but I have no plans; I’ll just be working and studying. As Dib said, “Man, I’m boring!”

Now, the most important update: My father’s retirement ceremony from the Army is this Friday; he’s been in the military since 1982. It’s going to be a large, possibly emotional event. My Grandpa is driving down for the event.

I have some feelings about it, but really, I’m not the kind of person who shares my feelings. Anyway, my dad’s currently looking at several different job offers, and generally weighing his options. I think that’s cool.

I must be going, but I hope to leave less time between updates in the future.

Thought of the moment: The new Yu-Gi-Oh! Set is out!

Quote of the moment: “I don’t wanna’! I bet he doesn’t even brush his teeth!” –Kon, “Bleach”

Song of the moment:

"Vermillion, Part II", Slipknot

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she
makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes
me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

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Monday, February 28, 2005

The Cheat is not dead!
Though you may think otherwise, if you've been waiting for me to post.

I finally found the perfect area to study in: the Barnes & Noble cafe`. Hardly any distractions; if I just remember to charge my tablet's battery before I go, it'll be fine. (Yeah, I forgot to do that.)

Speaking of Barnes & Noble, I'm in a jam. Due to grevious and downright stupid managerial oversights, the store apparently doesn't have enough money to pay employees to work with anything more than a skeleton crew at all times.

This has resulted in me getting no hours, and as a result, no money. Well, that's almost true: I get Saturday nights. The busiest nights of the week. The night that tipping forgot. Agh.

Tomorrow, I'm going to talk with my manager regarding how long this situation will last; at the same time, I'm also going to have a chat with the folks at Eddie Bauer, who once offered me a job.

I'm feeling fairly pleased with school at the moment, as well. I have a pretty good handle on everything I need to handle. Yay.

My leadership group is going to help folks at an assisted living facility this Friday. We each need to have a total of twenty hours for the project; so far we have .5. Well, it's a start, right?

And i'm rather tired of the US version of the Yu-Gi-Oh! game, and the way it's being run, and the caliber of domestic players I deal with, I ordered som Japanese products that arrived today, and I plan to follow the original version of the game.

It's cheaper, too. ^__^

And I'm tired, so this is all you get.

Thought of the moment: I need to do my taxes.

Quote of the moment: "What strange mystery of blood is this?!?" -Iwata, "Excel Saga"

Song of the moment:

"Not Now", Blink-182

Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand
Please save me this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting

I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

So let me set up the scenario for you: it's dark, but it's not late. It just feels late because I'm in one of those moods thar makes me lose track of time. I'm driving my car, there's a soda in my cup holder, and various emo is playing over my speakers.

I've been to two Wal-marts, I've eaten a lot of pizza, and I honestly have no idea what I'm doing. I have no center at that moment. I'm thinking about people I know, people I knew, what the future holds, but it's all like a whirlpool: the sides are there, but the center is empty.

The emptiness syays with me as I drive down Kings, wondering what I'm doing. The traffic is light, and the cuffs on my jacket are itching my wrists. I pass a row of houses and I know somweone special lives there, but I keep driving.

I take the long way home so the radio can play its eternal melody. I'm wondering what it's like to be a radio, having to constantly play music, acting as though it's excited, as though it cares. Am I a radio?

It's darker, now, because civilization has gone from boil to simmer. Only the street lights show the way; there are no houses nor stores. I pass what I'm sure must be an old tree, and I want to carve my name into it. I don't have a knife. We never have knives.

I pull into my neighborhood, looking for foxes. They dart accross the road sometimes when it's late, even though I know it's not late. I've convinced myself that it's late, because I feel at ease in the late night. I can control the tempo of the night, making it as calm or as loud as I feel the situation calls for.

The situation doesn't call for foxes. They aren't out, mocking the armadillos. See? We can cross the road without getting hit by a truck. Why can't you?

I pull into my driveway, and resolve to never again eat pizza and listen to emo late at night when it's not really late at night.

But I know I'm lying.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

That's why I'm not a mother
Yeah, my computer is back on-line, for all the good it's done me. I've had zero time lately between work and school.

I'm seriously looking at the University of South Florida, provided I can bunk there. The tour was spankin' cool.

Comic fans, be sure to check out the Essential Peter Parker, the Spectacular Spider-Man. It was totally awesome. ^__^

I gave Julia a Valentine's Day present, and I got a card in return; she called me one of her closest friends.

i'm a friend. Id that good or not?


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Monday, February 7, 2005

   My Legs Hurt
Seriously, my legs have been sore for the past few days; it started from exhausting them by walking about three miles in totally unprepped conditions, and it was agrrivated by having back-to-back-to-back eight hour shifts at work.

So, yeah, my legs is sore.

My puppet musical went off without a hitch, although the sound quality was less that good. Since there were only two of us filming the darn thing, we had to just sit the camera in a set position, and we had no way to adjust the sound at all.

So, I had a meeting with my guidence counselor, and it turns out I have to graduate from Hillsborough Community College in December, or my scholarship stops paying for it. See, the conditions of the scholarship are a set number of years of continuous school, *or* a cvertain number of credits. All the college work I did in high school means I'll be reaching my set number of credits at the end of this calender year; I'll have to transfer to a four-year university come January.

Which means I need money. Lots of it.

So I'm a' gonna' spend my morning applying for about a dozen scholarships. Yay.

I'm basically super-busy, what with tests, work and scholarships. I'm going to take a tour of the University of Florida on Friday, and...and I still don't have my frickin' computer. Rats.

Well, that's all for right now; I have work to do. You guys rock, by the way.

Ciao for now.

Thought of the moment: You know what would make dealing with customers more fun? Electric stun guns.

Quote of the moment: "And on that note...Giddyup, doggies!" -Smiley Bone, "Bone"

Song of the moment:

"Sooner or Later", by Breaking Benjamin

I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated

[Pre-Chorus]
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away

You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

[Pre-Chorus]
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away


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Friday, January 28, 2005

It's been a bit
Yes, I know I haven't updated in almost two weeks, and I apologise. Things h ave been crazy, and not being able to access a computer on a regular basis kinda' puts a thorn in my update schedule.

First things first: can anyone make a .gif from a flash animation? The scene of What's Her Face playing bass in the new Teen Girl Squad is way to cool to not have a .gif file of.

I've been pulling a lot of hours at ye' old cafe` as of late, but it'll all be worth it when I have a bigger paycheck. I don't really need the money, but I want it. And wanting is half the battle.

One of my co-workers and one of my ex-classmates are engaged; I found out on the same day, and that's odd. Really, really cool, though.

I, on the other hand, am single. Julia isn't interested in a relationship, and I'm not interested in having to go through the Hell that is Valentine's Day, so I'm not even going to look at another girl until after then.

Ernesto and I have decided to present our chapter in our Leadership class in puppet show form. It's a puppet-musical. We're a bit amazed that we actually got into college when our best idea was a puppet-musical, but it's coming together really well.

Honestly, nothing of particular interest happened this week.

Computer update: It'll be a week, at the soonest, that my compy is repaired. Apologies to all, eszpecially Rayne, who is bored when I'm not around.

Thought of the moment: I miss my compy...

Quote of the moment: "My bass feels seaworthy. Ah! My most of me!" -What's Her Face, "Teen Girl Squad"

Song of the moment:

"Pieces", Sum 41

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

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Monday, January 17, 2005

Risky Business? Yeah, right! =P
First, a note: my compy is bwoken. It's very irritating, having gotten used to the instintaneous access to the net, and various other things, like e-mail. ;_;

Stephanie and Li-Chan,. please e-mail me at eric_r_wilson@hotmail.com . I've wanted to write both of you, but I haven't gotten to yet.

Any of my OtakuBoard friends: I'm not gonna' be on the OB until my compy is fikxed; so sorry. ;_;

Now, a re-cap of the week, starting on Tuesday.

I'm taking Acting 1. I'm hoping gals dig someone who can act, because they surew don't dig guys who can boast a keen comic collection. The class seems pretty simple, actually; the work isn't difficult, just time-consuming.

Tuesday night at the YGO! tournament, I pulled an Ultimate Rare Mystic Swordsman Lv 6. That's good, for those who don't know.

Wednesdfay...uhh...did Wednesday really exist? I don't remember anything I did...

Thursday, on the other hand...

I went back to Acting, and we started on "Fool For Love", a totally odd play. I have to memorize a half-page monologue, ver batum, by tomorrow morning. I'm kinda' good on it...

Then, I had a huge, three-hour block between classes. In the future, I'll come prepared with notes and such. This particular day, I went to lunch at Barnes & Noble. (Try the ham on cranberry wry sandwhich. ^__^) Then, I went to the comic store.

I have $360 left on my bookstore scholarship; I'm good on school supplies for the rest of forever.

Marine Biology was interesting;l we'll have to take "lab days" (AKA Field trips) at various bays around the area. (I was the only one who asked if "Cockroach Bay" was a misnomber. Thankfully, it was.)

I was supposed to be in that class until five thirty, but the professor said he was tired of talking, and let us go at four. Uh, okay? Cool.

Then, the big surprise of the day was my evening Leadership class. Not only does it seem to be a totally fluff class. I mean, it's based around the book "7 Habits of Highly Effective People", for God's sake. --; I'll have to run a community service project, and keep a journel, and...that's all, pretty much.

However, I do have that class with Ernesto and Julia, which is neat.

And on Friday, I went in to work. Yeah; it was busy, but manageable.

Saturday, I stopped at a card shop before going to work; I got all five Exodia cards in exchange for my Slifer the Sky Dragon. Neat-o.

And Saturday was busy, but manegable.

My parents took my sisters to NASA yesterday, leaving me home alone. Dork that I am, I actually spent all morning cleaning.

However, I rented Anchorman and had some friends over that evening. Today, I'm gonna' run some errands and study my monologue. Yay, right?

Now, solme comic reviews:

Spider-Girl 82: Wow. That was freaking cool.

The boy May has feelings for, Normie Osborn, the grandson of the original Green Goblin, is getting married, and May feels conflicted, for obvious reasons.

However, Normie's psycho ex shows up to crash the party. See, Elena hails from an unidentified European country, and is the leader of the Order of the Goblin, a crazy cult Norman Osborn founded back in the day. Naturally, she wants to wed the only remaining Osborn.

Oh, and she also flies around in a costume, calling herself Fury the Goblin Queen. Did I forget to mention that?

Anyway, she gets Normie a wedding gift: the Venom symbiote, who eagerly takes to and controls his new host. When Spider-Girl and DarkDevil team up to take Fury and Venom down and save Normie, May is hesitant to go all out against Venom, in fear of hurting Normie. Venom isn't so forgiving, and impales DarkDevil through the chest. Ow.

Yeah, this issue kicked arse.

Marvel Knights Spider-Man 10: This issue was just a set up to next issue. See, the Green Goblin has assembled 12 of Spider-Man's greatest villians in the same place, and they're ready to dog-pile on the spider. Owch.

And...well, I'm done for this week.

Ciao for now, guys. ^__^

Thought of the moment: "Embargo" spelled backwards is "O Grab Me".

Quote of the moment: "Ron! I'm riding a furry tractor!" -Brick, "Anchorman"

Song of the moment:

"Boulevard of Broken Dreams", Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
F***ed up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

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Monday, January 10, 2005

   If You Can Dodge a Wrench, You Can Dodge A Ball
All right, I know I haven't been able to update myO very much lately, and the updates I have been making are scant on content. So, why fight it? Rather than do lousy posts and struggle to do them, I'll put a lot more effort into doing one big ol' post a week, on Sunday. Yeah.

But don't worry: the post will be long, and cover everything that I've been thinkin' over during the week. I've got a little sticky note pad next to my computer, where I'll be taking notes on my daily routine, and stuff I wanna' talk about. It'll be awesome, trust me.

(See how I'm trying to get you excited about less content? Ha!)

All righty then, folks. Here's what's been going on this past week:

I've been unable to get together with Julia, but I really need to talk with her. I like her, and I'd love to be more than friends with her, but if she's just not feeling it, then I'd like to know. I just wanna' know where I stand, because it's not fair for either of us to go on like this.

I went to the school book store earlier this week, and blew $340 of my $650 book credit. I only stopped because I physically couldn't carry any more. ^^; I tried to go back today, but it was so crowded I decided to wait 'til tomorrow, when class is in session.

Tuesday and Wednesday are a blurr in my mind, with the exception of my going to Ernesto's house to watch "Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle". It was a horrible, horrible movie. In the name of all that's good and Holy, don't see it.

I finally got my Spider-Man 2 post framed and hung, but my SM1 posted's frame is so bent that it won't tape to the back of my door. ;_;

Thursday, I had a job interview to get an internship at the State Attorney's office. I hate hate hate going into Tampa, but had to go.

On the plus side, I got to wear my Suit. I look sexy in my Suit.

It took me ten minutes to finmd parking, on the fifth floor of a nine floor public parking garage, and it cost me two fifty to park for an hour.

The Courthouse I had to go to is really three buildings, connected by various sky ways. My interview was on the fifth floor, and I had to go to three different fifth floors to find the right one.

However, when I finally got there, the interview went fine. I won't bore you with details, especially when they aren't relevent for a couple more months.

On the way home, I stopped at the B&N cafe for something to eat. Practically every female co-worker I have happened to be on-staff at the time. I got cat-called. ^^;

Thursday night, Ernesto, Myssy and I saw "A Series of Unfortunate Events", which was pretty good. Not super or anything, but I only went to see Jim Carry.

And Myssy left her wallet in my car, so I had to take it back to her before I went to work on Friday.

Saturday, I stopped at a Yu-Gi-Oh! tournament to do some trading. (I did pretty well, too.) While there, I dueled an Angel deck with my Demon deck.

Darkness won; I beat him in a match, 2 to one. I'm not sure if I'm happy or not. ;P (If it's any consolation, it was a crappily-made Angel deck. My little sister's Angel deck is more sound...)

Saturday night, work just sucked. It just did. I don't even wanna' talk about it.

Sunday, after yard-work, I watched "Dodgeball" on DVD; funny, funny movie. Here's a hint: Every time Ben Stiller snaps his fingers, press the Enter button on your DVD remote to open the Easter Eggs. Coolness, no?

And today I went to the first of my new classes: Liberal Arts Mathmatics. You know my feelings regarding math, but since the purpose of this class is applicable math, it might be okay. It seemed okay. Okay? Okay.

And, because I had some cash on me, and hadn't bought any books in a while, I splurged and bought the YGO! tournament pack from Wal-Mart.

I bought the golden box. ^__^

Nightmare Wheel, Dark Room of Nightmare, Dark Magician Girl, Y-DFragon Head, Ultra rare Ultimate Insect Lv 3, and Monster Reincarnation. Score!

And now, I'm hungry. Go to Rayne's myO and read her new project. Then, read Azale. It's back, baby.

See you next time!

Thought of the moment: My parents will be gone on Sunday...party!

Quote of the moment: "He's more of a pirate then you'll ever be!" - John, "Dodgeball"

Song of the moment:

"Save Me", Unwritten Law

(This is Simon's image song, from the "Sol" Chronicals. If you've never read them, check my archieves. Sadly, they've remained unfinished.)

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.(whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
F***in' thanks a lot.

Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.(whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything's my fault.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everything's my fault.

Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa everything's my fault,
everything's my fault.

I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
you were too much fun.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,

Everything's my fault.

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