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Wednesday, July 7, 2004


Cosmic Inequality
Okay, explain it to me, because I don't understand: why do good things happen to me, yet bad things seem to happen to the people around me?

It consistantly seems like my major problems are really petty whereas my friends tends to deal with major emotional, life-altering obsticles. How many of my really close friends have attempted suicide? At least three that I'm aware of. Me, I've never even thought of it.

I would never consider it, either, but thats' not what bothers me; I simply can't imagine events that could drive a person to consider that as a viable option. I can't. It exists, and I'm blessed enough to be insulated from it.

My parents have been married happily, and because of my mom's incredible therftiness-to-the-point-of-obsession, we have never been inserious debt. My family supports me, I'm mostly healthy, and I consider myself stable.

My point is, why does Fate decide that I should continue to be blessed, while people in bad situations continue to suffer more? It's not right, and I don't like it, and there's not a damned thing I can do about it.

It's hard to tell a friend "I understand" when I don't.

Thought of the moment: Can anone help me with some HTML code?

Quote of the moment: "I met a possum"-What's Her Face, Steph's avatar

Song of the moment:

Jet, "Hold On"

You tried so hard to be someone
That forgot who you are

You tried to fill some emptiness
Till all you had spilled over

Now everything’s so far away
That you don’t know where are
You are

(Chorus)
When all that you wanted
When all that you had don’t seem so much
For you to hold onto
For you to hold onto

For you to belong to


When it’s hard to be yourself
It’s not to be someone else

Still everything’s so far away
That you forget where you are
You are

(Chorus)
When all that you wanted
When all that you had don’t seem so much
For you to hold onto
For you to hold onto

Hold on [4x]

Hold on [4x]

(Chorus)
When all that you wanted
When all that you had don’t seem so much
For you to hold onto
For you to hold onto
For you to hold onto

For you to belong to

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