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Sunday, November 2, 2003


Spectrum.
Current Music: Marching On A Dead End Road by Arch Enemy.
Current Mood: There once was a man whos face was burnt off, yet he still managed to frown.

There was once a time when the sky was the most brilliant color of blue. It changed and manifested itself in so many ways, the beauty of which was neverending.

Yet, one day, it went gray and stayed gray. Grim and nuetral, lacking in anything. I ask people why the sky is gray and they look at me confused. Is everything gray.

Sometimes you wonder how gray things are. People make it to be black and white, good and bad, happy and sad. But there is so much gray, gray across peoples faces, across what they say.

But it is all gray. Truth is hidden amongst false truths. Just gray.

Only a few people see it in gray though. Some people see it in a bright, radiant red or an all encompassing, demonic black. Some see it in sort of a nuetral blue, and some still in pink or yellows.

So maybe it isn't gray. Maybe to those who are gray it is gray. Or maybe their hearts are gray.

Yes, I think personalities make you see things different. Your color or personality affects your outlook on situations, scenarios, opinons and ideals.

So everyone sees things different, yet in a larger spectrum some can be grouped as the same.

So you have people seeing things in gray, red, blue, pink, yellow, brown, green.

But they probably do not think that way.

Right now, everything is quite gray. The grayness of the room blends with the grayness of my hands.

There is too much gray in the world to me. But, only I see all of the gray. No one else will see all of the gray, just like I do not see things all in red, or blue.

How do you see things.

Like I think Tori sees things in a sort of light red. And Jenna maybe a dark purple. James, a dark green.

I dunno. I see people as colors. Some of them naturally conflict, some of them naturally connect, some of them are quite similar yet not quite the same.

Just stand to the side of a chaotic, mixed crowd and watch. Your school, a popular mall- anywhere where you can just read the crowd to yourself, like a good book late at night. Do not think, just observe. Do not speak, remove yourself from the situation and pretend you are just an anonymous spectator that can not be seen. You can almost see the color they are and that they veiw the wolrd it. Just watch the interaction between people and you will see what I mean.

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