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Sunday, November 9, 2003

Cognizance.
I've come to the decison that I will be severing all ties that I have with Juuthena.

This decison comes after thinking about it in my mind and speaking to Josh about the matter.

I am not saying she made the wrong choice for the scenario, no, not at all. It was logical, 'correct' even. I don't claim to know the extremes of the situation, her vague melodramatic rambleings hint at the facts severely if you take the time to read what is there and between the lines.

I just stopped caring for her life and goings on in that moment. I don't know why, it was a strange reaction to a strange announcement. I just know that I disliked that highly, and that I was somewhat pained to be lacking my friend. Dissapointed.

Therefore I am detatching myself from those emotions tonight. Not permanent, mind you. Just, you know, to let her do her thing. I think she could use one less online person inhibiting her generic, stereotypical asskissing and educational goals.

I don't want your opinons on this. I am quite elitist and I don't need to be exposed to her pitiful melodramatic writings and pleas to the OB community to give her favors when it was her own personal choice to take a course of action that might expose her to more negetive things.

Therefore I am withdrawing my support as a friend for her.

My mind can't be changed, either. For now, Juuthena is no one to me. A dead individual who had alot of promise to be something fantastic.

There is not much more to be said here. I'm overreacting and I don't care- i'm following it through. Once the floodgates are opened there is nothing you can do but close them again and let the free waters slowly drain to normal again.

It is just a general annoucement to people.

The morass of polotical, religious and moral dealings come with being apart of any community.

I declare tonight to be the night of the crimson knife. The untold dances with its' sharp blade will cure the ills of this man, the resulting wounds will end the frayed nerves that have come unwound in the last week.

Yes, tonight the towel will be red with my blood! The melodramatic release of things I have buried for the past few months is upon me. I can finally relax after letting it out, I joyously look foreward to the bright new day that tomorrow will be.

But before the brightness of that day, the darkest night has to take place before it. Therefore, let us begin with the bloodletting. The pain, emmense. The relief, encompassing..

..... Oh well.

Things are never how you want them to be.
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