Wednesday, November 3, 2004

I've got a bad feeling about this.
I think I've finally lost whatever collective cool I had built up over the last few months in a few hours of staring at old men on CNN. A ton of bullshit starts here, if you are sensitive, fuck off. I don't want to hear your delusional rantings to me about me offending your ideals, morals or religion because your ideals, morals and religion can go fornicate themselves on an iron spike in Times Square. That might have been a little harsh, but you understand. I'm a very, very irrational human being right now and I don't feel like being trifled with. No, I'm serious. I apologize ahead of time but I have warned you- I am not in my most sane, rational or caring frame of mind.

OKIE? THX VERI MUCH, BAI. ^^

I feel a great deal of pity for America for the next four years if the election results continue like this. It's 4:13 AM and the election boils down to whoever wins Ohio of all places. I mean, nothing against Ohio but I'm pretty sure not many world-effecting events have depended on you for their conclusion. I'm sure it's a delightful, delightful state full of happy, little humans who like to dance or frolic in whatever Ohio has to offer. Yeah..

I'm disappointed. Democracy is this. It's hard to describe my disappointment, but *this* is it- it's become where the only choice people seem to perceive them as to having is between the two powerhouse parties. What happened this year was, as Nader put it, a decision to vote for "terrible" or "horrible". What made it even more disappointing is that between the two, the popular vote is really in Bush's command- what's wrong with my and your peers? Are they dull in the head or something? I think it should be legal to slap dumbass people around once and awhile- it would help relieve stress/high blood pressure and, maybe, teach a few people a hard lesson in what being "smart" really is. You know, "smart" in the form of a fist or a purse or the front of your car.

Anyway. At this moment it seems that Bush might win Ohio, which would push him over the 270 votes needed in the Electoral Collage vote- which would make him president again. Let's go over this really slowly, ok? Bush got into and still is involved in the very domestically unpopular war in Iraq. The economy is sputtering upwards way too slowly and there are many, many lost jobs that occurred under his administration. He loses all the debates to Kerry, get smacked by a popular conspiracy theory that he had some sort of a receiver that went up into his ear to help him during the debates [clearly visible in many photos]. A little movie you might have heard of comes out a few months before the election called F 9/11 and becomes the highest grossing documentary movie of all time. His approval ratings are below 50 percent. Most of Europe [80 percent] state ahead of time they would prefer Kerry. A week or so before the elections all those explosives in Iraq just go "missing". Bush is winning the popular vote- and by by 3-4 million people.

*sigh*....

Here it is, the problem with democracy. I am it. I am the minority in my opinion, which means that the government deems my opinion as second class to the majorities. I'm supposed to just go "hey, that's no problem- although it's my personal belief, I can handle being shoved aside just because of numbers". That's it. Here, on these reports, 53 million people are becoming the "minority"- and if they lose, they are supposed to just go along with it. To put it in perspective, that "minority" is larger than many, many sovereign countries- Spain, Poland, Canada, the Netherlands, Sweden, Switzerland. I mean, maybe it can't work as well any other way- but that's the best we can do for a large, multi-cultural country with hundreds of millions of people? To screw over millions and millions of people's opinions? That is horrid.

I can't do anything, I'm powerless. Even if I could vote, I would have tried to participate in a 'real' democracy- I would have voted for a third party, pretending that people actually looked at all the candidates opinions instead of just siding with whichever of the two "major" powers they hate less. I'm glad that some people do, really- some people have the decency enough to spend time studying the candidates and choosing the person who most represents them, even if it's a third party that might not even win 5 percent of the national vote. If you did that and found Kerry or Bush to be your man, that's great- I just want people to spend the time and then decide, instead of flickering like a candle in the wind depending on which campaign's tv ads you see the most. I know the people that read this are more intelligent than that.. but, as I said, we are talking about millions and millions of people. It will never work as long as they remain lazily/apathetically ignorant.

I just want it to matter. This.. this election, this one man- that one idiot, that stupid fucking simpleton has the power to destroy nations at his whim. That one psychopathic chimpanzee-esque Neanderthal might be the leader of the only superpower on earth for another *four years*. I mean. I know of people who are actually *preparing* for some sort of "what if?" that involves alot of unregulated, unrelenting chaos in an attack on the scale of 9/11 just because Bush won. Or, maybe, he'll finally lose all his marbles and the cycle of republic to dictatorship can finally finish after all this procrastinating that has happened for the last 200+ years. Maybe it'll just be normal- you know, just as normal as it was the last four years. *ex-es out two military invasions and 9/11 from the record*

*shakes his head* A term for some people is "biomass". The norm, the social order of ignorant human beings who exists solely to consume oxygen while they scurry about pretending to know what is what and that they have a true, higher reason to exist. People who are producing unnecessary waste and not much else on this planet. Expendable in all senses of the word- military and otherwise. Civilian casualties I have no qualm about, death by fire is a fine incursion into heaven for any well-off Christian neo-Nazi who voted for that nutcase.

Dude, people were voting based on morals- MORALS for Christ sake. Those bible thumping airheads voted based on which of the *PRESIDENTS* was more MORAL to them- you stupid fuckers. You poor, stupid fuckers. Just.. why? Why would God allow disciples who were so fucking stupid. That should be a sin. Stupidity and ignorance should be a sin, then all these holier-than-thou tightwads might actually spend time voting based on issues and not their human-made, irrelevant morals that have no real place in politics. Morality is created by humans. By you, you create what you view morality is. Even the morality the bible gave- the Bible wasn't inspired by God, come on. It was made by men. Morality from the Bible is still morality created by a person, a person like any other person- like you, like me, like anyone. Your morals should be your own- you should discern what you feel the limits are. You shouldn't judge people based on that, especially not when you find "morals" in a President whose ill-conceived invasion and quick capture of a ton of sand, rocks plus pissed off extremist knuckleheads has been rumored to have led to 100k or so civilian deaths in that sandy piece of shit nation. I mean, FUCK- come on! How fucking broken in the head can you be to not see the paradox in that?

I declare an open revolt against ignorance. It starts here. Educate the fools you come across, smash it into their ear with a fucking potato masher if they don't listen. Spread intelligence. I know you are all a smart bunch, share it with people. I *know* some of you are irritated to a lesser extent by the shitheads around you. Teach them, come on. *shakes his head* I don't know. This is just very strange, this whole election. Even most of Europe thought America was better than this- now they know that we at least 57 million idiots, lol.

Four years of Bush, it seems.

It begins now.

Tree of Pain.

By the FUCKING WAY, gay marriage has nothing to DO with the future of our country. As you may or may not know voters in 11 states voted against gay marriage because it makes Jesus sad as shit and we do not fucking want that, now do we? Marriage is marriage- it is about love. Marriage is obviously only as "sacred", "powerful", "holy", "word that means something like I've previous listed inserted here" depending on the love involved, not the sexuality. It doesn't matter if it's two guys or two girls or a dog with a cat or a mouse with a elephant, if they love each other and can make marriage last, let them get married! Religion is irrelevant- secularize the government or proclaim a theocracy, zealots.
Freedom! That is what we are supposed to preach. Freedom for Nazi's, Satanists, Muslims, Communists, Rosicrucians, Jews, Blacks, Whites, Hispanics, Grays- that's the American way! We like freedom, right? Freedom in alot of respects. Heck, we like the paradox involved with *forcing* people to accept freedom! It gets us off. :) So let them be fucking FREE. Let them marry whomever they want to, whenever they want to. God, marriage is beautiful- you should let it remain such- love is love. If love is love, why does it matter? The GOVERNMENT gives certain BENEFITS to married people, aka OFFICIALLY MARRIED PEOPLE. If it was just a matter of "yay, we love and fuck each other- lets do a traditional ritual to tell everyone about it" then it would be very, very simple. BUT IT ISN'T- of course. Simplicity would be way, way too quaint.

But remember- the stake of your country isn't dependent on whomever wins what the definition of "marriage" is or who can get married or if we should smite homosexuals in the name of Jehovah since we're so religious around here in the U.S. government.

Freedom. Let it ring. Etc. So on, curse words inserted here.

I hope to get married or something like it to a girl I love with all my heart and soul someday- that is how it should be. Love, that's what it's about man.

Loveeee is, is what I got. I said remember that now, loveeee issss what I got, I got, I got, I got.

Bloodletting.

On a sidenote, don't try drugs/alcohol. They are worthless.

I'm done ranting, raving and foaming at the mouth. I knew I would have alot to say after the preliminary election night, so I gave you all awhile off up to yesterday. I'm sorry if I offended anyone, I'm rather.. spirited. My preaching bears listening to. It also would be delightful to get some opinions, some intelligent ones since posting this with comments on implies I would appreciate feedback.

Whomever you wished to win, I hope you find contentment in your soul and continued peace in your life. Also, Erin- I'm glad your friend is alive. I hope she recovers as quickly as possible with all my heart. =)

I depart now to the more chaotic, untamed recesses of my mind that require solitude to tread into. Old scars are trying to emerge as dominate forces in my emotional stability, lol. It's the skeletons in my closet. They like to try to get up and walk sometimes.

You know what I mean. Meditation is the key to calming the soul, deep thought- CONTEMPLATION! All are good routes. Silence, you and existence. The best cure for anything. Just to exist for a few moments and feel it, ahh. Yeah, that's great, just existing for a bit.

Anyway, yeah. See you later.

Sayonara dudes, dudettes, heads of state and otherwise. Continued luck to you.

P.S. Twas good to get that off my chest. Coherent opinions linger somewhere mixed within the colors of my personalities touch. Once more- offense is not to be taken to my words.

P.P.S. I love this piece of art.
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