|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Contact Me
AIM
• DeathKnightv4
OtakuBoards
• DeathKnight
Vitals
Birthday
• 1988-08-10
Gender
•
Male
Location
• Dancin' with Enkidu.
Member Since
• 2003-08-12
Occupation
• Robot Lord of Kyoto.
Real Name
• Kenneth.
Personal
Achievements
• Painting our sky ocean.
Anime Fan Since
• I saw Sailor Moon.
Favorite Anime
• Last Exile, Infinite Ryvius, Da Capo, Air, El Hazard, Rozen Maiden, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.
Goals
• Dynastic cycle.
Hobbies
• All rise.
Talents
• Thumbs down.
|
|
|
Saturday, January 10, 2004
It is still on my mind. If I don't remain a Jehovah's Witness then I will be just another failure. Everyone will rush to comfort my parents, because of their horrible son's decision to leave the 'true faith'. How many time sin our lives will we be portrayed as the bad guy for opinions? Will it ever end?
What is wrong with using freedom of choice? Do I not get any comfort for paying the consequences for my opinions? No. I never do. Everyone thinks it is just heartless, that I am brash without thinking. He doesn't feel, he doesn't care. Let's comfort the person that was affected by his obviously instant decision to take another path.
Always, they rush to help the other person and leave you in the dark, alone in your decision- because they think you are wrong, and they don't connect that to being an independent opinion.
Bah. I'm not going to fret about this anymore. I do not need anyone to continue on, I have done fine for years now. Should have learned to not get attached to people.
I truly wish I could inflict upon this planet something equal to or beyond what I deal with in my mind consistently, something that would scar the very terrain. I pity the person that gives me power, because I will be blinded by what I know are foolish emotions, but it is too strong to intelligently ignore anymore.
Heh heh. That would be a sweet revenge. Then who would run and comfort you, hm? No one.
What sweet dreams we dream.
Comments
(5)
« Home |
|
