Monday, March 14, 2005

Killers.
Comments on commentary-

Akayo- I'm not mad. I'm passionate. There is a distinct difference between the two [for now].

DeathKnight- I love apples.

Lea- Well, it's true. I need my apples. =/

Irish- Yeah, I don't really believe in races meaning much. You and me are terrans, everyone else is terran. *offers her a cool looking Terran flag*

No, it isn't possible for the real person to become the mask if they wear it too long. I doubt it, anyway. That would have to be a pretty extreme case and probably would involve something mentally irregular. Eventually either from your own choice or from someone elses interference or discovery you will have to demask for brief moments, heh. I can be who I truly am when I want to, but I already said that some people simply don't need to know things. Don't applaud me for it, it might be considered irregular that I can be that honest with people. I'm not perfect or transcended, I just try my best to be in unison with what I feel is naturally me. Just, some people don't need to *know* who you are. Either they aren't deserving or they are a threat to your security, some people need to just remain concerned with themselves. In alot of my conversations I find it very amusingly simple to keep the topic on the other person- it seems natural for people to just keep talking about themselves, and that's ok. Just, you can use it to your advantage if you don't think they need to know the beautiful depths of what and who you are.

Haha. It will be good if I can have an adventure. =)

Reina- It's an on-off switch for everyone. You just have to be the one choosing to switch it. I don't know. If you front, you front. I will accept who you want me to accept you as being no matter who it is. So, focus on yourself.

Yeah, you can join. We'll make more mutts. Err, wait. *rubs chin*

I woke up that day on fire.

And I doubt I will ever be the same.

New layout. Picture of a guy seppukuing- why? I don't know. I am enthralled by the color of blood. Whenever I am injured I closely examine the wound- it's just a fascinating color. Dazzling crimson, dancing lights. Reminds me of something that happened a few days ago. I devour my cuticles for some reason and I apparently did it a little too deep. Blood like surged to the surface and made this cute, perfect little sphere right over the cut that was slowly expanding. I got up, grabbed a paper towel and dabbed at it continually. Things started to fade to black and I knew that I was on the verge of fainting, so I rushed towards the couch since fainting on tile is probably a counter-productive thing to do. I make it to the couch but just prior to me laying on it the blackness completely overtakes me- and quickly disappears. Anticlimatic, I know. This was somewhat surprising since A.) I have been wounded more terribly before and B.) As I said, I stared at those wounds. I've never really fainted from blood before. My hypothesis [one provided by my friend] is that the blood was the straw that broke the camel's back. Id est, I had more problems going on than just that and the blood finally overloaded my system. I was tired and pretty emotionally worn out, so that seems relevant. But I've never fully fainted before. I had high blood pressure when I was about 40 pound heavier and often [if I stood up too fast] started to black out- but it never completed the process. My whole vision could be black, but I simply couldn't finish fainting for some reason. I always found that to be quite strange.

Anyway. I think it's a good day for a....

Quiz Day!


Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


What type of teenager are you?
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In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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BLUE


??Which colour of Death is yours??
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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You are a fire angel! Very headstrong and willfull,
you can accomplish anything you want. You are
constantly doing something and therefore have
no time for anything else! But you are like a
flame, burning with energy and happiness, then
gloomy and depressed.


Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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Colored blue, me and you.

Ok. That's enough of that.

More posts as events warrant.

P.S. I'm thinking of getting Star Ocean 3. Opinions?

P.P.S. Note: That doesn't mean that I'll necessarily *listen* to your opinion.

P.P.P.S. GO SPURS! +_+

P.P.P.P.S. Ugh I worked in the yard for my mom today. 4 forty pound bags of gravel for an hour, then I liked dug holes and shit.. My hands hurt.
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