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Friday, September 5, 2003

Current Music: (We Were) Electrocute by Type O Negetive
I cannot sleep.

Mmmm. Fidgeting quietly in the dark.

Time is so expansive. 100 years from now teenagers my age will just be sitting in the dark and will never be able to understand the depth of today.

September 5th, 1823 mattered to someone. It was a long day to somebody, it was a good day to somebody, it was a personally historical day to some people. But as you mill about doing your various duties that does not really matter.

Yet, tomorrow will more than likely never matter again. No one will think of September 5th, 2003.

But September 5th, 2003 to the people that lived it was a day, even in a minute sense, to remember.

Just like we do not remember the June 2nds of 1514 or the December 21sts of 1654. It would be silly do so.

But, people forget sometimes the depth of it all. So maybe history is not as expansive as it could be- or maybe it cannot be that expansive.

So 100 years ago what did September 5th bring to people. 100 years from now, what will this September 5th bring to people?

September 5th is going to be taken for granted as are most September 5ths.

So will September 6th.

Unless something outstandingly great occurs, something to shake people up.

September 6th, 2003 is not going to matter.

Hmm. So right now will not matter.

Tomorrow I will not be genuinely concerned about what I am writing right now.

This all makes me feel all the more adventurous and rash. Heh.

Cause I could go out September 5th and make it great for myself, even if no one will really care in a few years. Everyone could.

But we are too concerened with school, social activites, television.. to really give time to take some risks that are fun- in a mischevious grin sort of way.

So, even to us, September 5th, 2003 probably will not matter by September 8th, 2003.

That is sort of sad.

Oh well.

A few hours from now, what you just read will not matter to you. =)

Hmm. But you know, as soon as I legally have the power to do as I will, my September 5ths will be great. As will my September 6ths.

Yes, I must do something with my life. I refuse to just die in history with everyone else.

For we are but humans!

And with that we have the freedom of adventure!

Chances, luck, risks, consequences.

It all adds up to excitement.

So come on. Make September 5th, 6th, 7th.

Make it all count to you.

Because if you are self satisfied, then I think that 20 years from now..

It will not matter to you if this day does not count to everyone.

Because it counted for yourself and you did what you wanted.

Yes, that is the true form of how I gain happiness.

So fulfill your obiligations to school or work.

But if you have some free time, make it count.

I know I will.
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