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Saturday, September 13, 2003


Dum de dum..
You know, my sister had the most beautiful eyes. When she laughed they filled with the whiteness of joy, hope and love. She also had the most beautiful hair- I tell you now that she is the most beautiful young woman on Earth right now. If I could see how she looks now, know who she is now. If only I was there for the important things.

Everyone needs a big brother- especially when you do not have good parents. Maybe I failed her. Even if I did, I tried my best. If I died right now, I would die the death of a man who had no closeure, just because he was never given the chance. These things weigh down on you, those stupid words that were said years ago keep bleeding you down till you are a broken young man with too much future ahead of him and too much past behind you. The Past is just that.. either your greatest hours or your darkest days. There is no in-between.

It is an ocean of grey, with splotches of white and black.. the first time you sailed it, the pain made you want to never go back. And yet, by a stroke of pure luck, things trigger the most painful, the most happy, the most traumatic memories of your life.. without your consent.

I dunno what the point of this post is or was.

Maybe that is what makes it great. It is just thoughts for your enjoyment.

I am bleeding. I need to take care of the wound. Good night.

... there is so much I need to do and yet when I am done with it all I know I will just get more to do... even if I am an old man then.. I am too impulsive.

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