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Thursday, September 25, 2003
Argh.
I regret to inform the populace that the new Limp Bizkit single is actually a single level above total crap.
It is somewhat enjoyable.
And I do not know why. Maybe it is the meloncholy parts, maybe it is the nu metal parts.
Someone kill me. I have not liked anything LB since Significant Other. Ergh, I might actually but the new album.
ARGH.
Man. Alone in the dark, playing Lunar 2 with a cold listening to a new limp bizkit single.
Ever have the feeling that Siberians have a more interesting life than you do? haha.
Oh well.
I hope all of the people I know that are asleep are dreaming well, and those that are still up liveing well.
I have nothing more to add.. and must end this post. The wound on my forehead reopened from this afternoon.
It is not bleeding that bad, let me just stop the stream.
My mother acidentally pushed me straight into a tree branch, a thick hardy branch whos bark had been around long enough to attain sharp, hardy properties. It was painful intailly, but it lulled into that mundane throbbing 'now you know why people do not do slam their heads into things often' pain. I was content with this, but my mother immediately did that motherly 'gasp'.
o.o; I bleed too much. Red is too commonplace in my life. My font, my ideal color.
Now I will proceed to stop the bleeding again. Intill my next post, adios.
[Edit] Mmmm. It has stopped bleeding.
Heh. There is some blood on my wrist.
The last time I saw blood on my wrist, I was dieing. And no matter how much the scar fades, it will always been there in spirit- and physically I can always see it, no matter what.
Damn. I wish I had just od'ed on pills instead of sliceing my wrist open to the bone. The other wrist I just sliced open a few times, not to the bone- so it was not lethal, I think. Still that is like playing russian roulette.
Trust me kiddies. It is better to try it on other spots.
But man was that the most consumeing pain I had ever felt. I was drowning in it, I could barely think.
There was more to this but I deleted it.
No need to further the subject.
Just remember to tell the suicidal people you might know that a kid you used to know tryed it and does not reccomend it.
Especially when there are so many other ways to let negetivity out. Heheh.
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