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Friday, April 2, 2004
Falling, watching ships go down.
I detest people who over dramatize situations I deem to be something that could be taken quietly and normally.
My mother is horrid at this- I mean, seriously. She loves drama, to create it, to make something evolve into it, to bask in it. It is annoying to me, really.
Like a little child who's eyes light up at the slightest motion, over and over when the experience isn't fresh anymore. Maybe that is a good thing, I don't know- I just know it feels annoying to me and I dislike that, obviously.
That doesn't make me a better person than her, it just differentiates me- don't take it like I am raising myself above her for the way she handles situations. That's her choice.
But I just don't like the way that feels. It feels foreign or unnecessary- a waste of energy that could be spent on things that are actually dramatic.
Who am I to say what is dramatic and not, I suppose. Just.. not every little thing. You could say it's paranoia or pessimism that things will come that will warrant the need of alot of energy- a preparedness for negative or overwhelmingly dramatic situations that I think will and do come in frequent bouts.
I don't know. I think I examine the way I handle things too much, it makes me come off as a third person almost. Maybe that is a good thing.
Ehh. Still, drama is irritating.. I like my days to have as little irritating situations as possible and with someone who dramatizes things like thunderstorms into great, big events it is hard to not get a holier-than-thou attitude with how immature doing that seems to me.
Should they be children for their ways or equals on a different path. How right am I? I am only right for myself, but that is enough that I think I can judge people who haven't found a complete path for their lives.
No, not ultimately. But I don't need to judge them ultimately, do I?
PS. I don't know how she did it, but Tori managed to make her site brighter and lighter.
That is amazing.
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