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Friday, April 30, 2004
And now you're all alone.
There was a woman I knew who had a problem loving people. She couldn't handle attachment like that, she wanted to live free- partying, doing drugs. She couldn't handle responsibility.
She became a mother and could not handle raising it- she ended up losing both of her children and her second husband. Working as a cashier or waitress from place to place, her current whereabouts are really unknown.
The grandmother of the children cryed alot because she knew of the life her daughter's children would live.
Separated from each other, one of the siblings developed under the circumstances into something it imagines mirrors his mother's personality deficiency with attachment via emotion.
There are never many people he will be able to click with. Understanding doesn't matter, it doesn't aid. People just feel sorry for him, along with me.
Aside from the personality disorders given him, there is the constant shadow of his biological mother's history.
The product is expected to follow it's predecessors's path. Stressful and constantly brought up, it pushes him to the breaking point alot.
He refuses to follow in his maker's footsteps. With that said, I have heard he plans to undertake a daring adventure.
To escape. No matter how dressed up it is, he is fleeing the damage his mother has left on everyone who knew her. Expectations of failure are no way to exist.
I guess you should almost pity him.
Like how you pity a wounded animal or something lesser than you. Something that is alienated by choice so as to refrain from pain.
It's a shame that all that society has to offer are words. No actions will be taken.
With a wish for blood to be spelt all over the floor, I can only watch him struggle to go on with the promise of escaping.
Trying to live.
"Yet from those flames No light, but rather darkness visible."
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