Saturday, May 22, 2004

Asper.
http://www.wbr.com/glassjaw/bartender.mp3

You know. I had written a long, long thing that insulted you and insulted me.

Insulted society, culture, america, dreams. Your dreams, my dreams.

No, it isn't that I had a change of heart. Haha, dream on. It's just too dramatic.

Basically, I don't plan to go to collage. Don't care for becoming the normal, average american. Will be ok dying as a homeless person if need be, just don't plan on working the rat race. Say what you want because the other part of what I said was I don't give a fuck.

No, that isn't angst. I don't really give a fuck. Say anything, lay it on me. Speak your mind, I do enough for most of you but it would be refreshing if some of you were more blunt and honest with your feelings.

No, not like me. In your own ways. I might be too much of an arrogant prick to be an example.


Hm. I don't plan to end up as screwed up as my mom is either. Uh oh, more about his mom! Yes, basically. You'd be surprised how much contempt can rise in your soul when you see a happy person with their mother in a fucking park during the day.


I ranted about my grandparents a bit and how if they get to their christian "I was a good religious piece of shit ^.^;" afterlife, I'm stabbing a theologian with a fork in his right nostril.

Why? I dunno. It might be more efficient to aim for his neck but, nah. His nostril will do.

Said something about society, how most of it is a large pile of shit on your doorstep. Talked about some people being gems, hey! Tori, Juuthena, Mitch, AJ, Lea, James, Laura, Britty, Travis, Neil, Josh, Jenna, Karmi, Lily- that's you! Congratulations. Ranted about cherishing the gems.

I said something about extremist muslims, and realized I might offend some people. So, I deleted it and rewrote it with less cusswords, but more intellect- so only the smart people would catch on, and they would be smart enough to not be idiotically offended. People everywhere agree, taking offense due to religion, race or gender is GETTING FUCKING OLD. You're from EARTH, you BLEED, you BREATHE, you EAT and you will DIE. That's ALL, that's IT, FIN. Get OVER it you are nothing SPECIAL because you worship some other dumbass god than the other person or your skin color is a different TINT than the local MAJORITY. When you are a german/english mexican indian black agnostic maybe you will REALIZE THAT.

Let's see. Then I cussed out a few people and lamented about how much of a romanticist I am and how much I like true love.

What else. Oh yeah. I explained to you, since you know- no one knows this- that you are going to die.

I know, I know. It's a shocker- I was surprised when I heard about that too. I wish you well on your journey to a comfortable casket or fire, I'll see you on the other side.

All and all, it was alot of healthy ranting with no reason to unfold the drama for common consumption. Wouldn't want you to get a case of over-dramatization poisoning- nasty stuff, that.

I know drama is apart of life. I just don't choose to let it flow out of my mouth as much as it might.

Good day, gems. *tips hat*






[PS. booyaka.

Selphie: yay ^^;]
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