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Monday, September 5, 2005


I Would Like To Have Another Kiss......Another Chance At Bliss....Another Kiss.....
welllllll every one third day jobless. it sucks. and i am really pissy. i mean today my brother invades my privacy. by letting all his fucking de de friends in my room.( de de is from the mind of mancia it means ummm window licker...you know) any ways then paul. he is really de de de... and he was listening to my phone convo. with my friend who moved to virginia. well the nthat little de de de fucker tries to start shit between my other friend and me.....bad move buddy cause last night i was in this freaky black rage thing i mean i was ready to kill wes. all he does is think about him self this kid gets drunk high and pops pills. the one night i had to fucking take care of him....and i do take care of him all the time. i cant stand it. the only thing i have ever asked of him. was to never do pills again. and this girl we hang out with. told me two nights ago he was asking her for some pills. i dont know what to do.

1. i dont know where we stand on the whole are we toghether thing or not.

2. i dont like the fact that its about him anymore. i mean i want to talk to him about us as friends and stuff. but he always starts talking about him.

3. i just have no clue so i am in one fuckin situation. i...am at a los. for once in my life i dont fucking know what to do or say.......

i think i am just goping to give on him i cant stand seeing him like this. its hurtting me and i am so distracted with him because i worry. and i dont know. man i fuck it. our friend jeremy said that every one has pretty much givin up on him. and i said (this will sound mean and black hearted) well one more person wont kill him, i mean he doesnt even seem to care. well i am going to try and get my shit together...later on josie

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