Saturday, August 12, 2006

well, I'm off to the world of coke! dun dun dunnnn!! I'll comment on site when I get back!! have a good day!
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Friday, August 11, 2006

hey. I got to babysit my 8 month old neighbor yesterday! She is so cute!! I had fun. I'm really excited cause I'm going on a teen thing to Atlanta, to the world of coke there! I can't wait! I love soda cause it makes me get really hyper and people areound me think I'm high or something. I also found out that my afternoon job stops a day after my morning job! I can't wait till school starts!
well, later
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

hi. it rained last night, it was really neat the only problem is that the gutter near my window is full so the rain overflows and hits my window making really loud noises!! but it was ok since I love the rain and all. Well, I really don't have any thing to say so later
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

hi. well, Tink-chan came back today. YAY!!! That was fun Tink, my sis and I bought a thing of large French fries and some reese cups and shared them! That was all we had for lunch! It was fun though. Work today was awesome! I got to spend the entire 3 hrs getting to know one of my guy friends better. He’s great, and very sweet, he waited for me to leave so we could walk together. So that was fun, and the air is fixed in the car now so we’re not driving without any air.

I got a MP3 player, so now if I have to be by myself at work I can listen to music instead of get creeped out by the silence. Since I clean an art gallery in the morning it gets pretty creepy cause all the lights are out and all you see are shadows and pictures. I wish I could take my MP3 player to my afternoon job but I’m pretty sure that’s not allowed, since I work as a guard in the same art gallery, its pretty boring really, I just stand there and make sure no one touches the paintings.

I only 17 more days or work left YAY!!!! … (oh did I say that!) The only sad thing is I might not see my guy friend for awhile! Which is sad, cause he’s fun to talk to and such. This summer I have read so many books! I’ve read like 10 books this summer while I’ve had my 2 jobs. I don’t even have any summer reading! I’m doing it for fun!! (*gasp!* Reading for FUN???) Forgive my strangeness right now, I’m feeling the effects of staying up till 2am and then staying up till 12:30am, so my mind is not fully engaged in what I’m writing. *lowers voice* but I will say this… I find that when I am in this present state of mind (if it even is a state of mind) I am sufficiently less depressed then in a normal state of mind.

Well, later everyone! I hope you have a good day!

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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

hi. I’d like to thank everyone who commented on my post yesterday! I really do appreciate it.
I didn’t have boring day yesterday. I woke up at 12:00am and had to go to the dentist at 2:00pm I was there till 5:30 cause there was only one Dentist there and it took forever to be seen. And it didn’t help that it was 30 min away and I had to ride in a car with no air condition in the heat!!! It was not fun, I was so hot I felt sick. The only good thing was I have no cavities.

Well, I work today. And hopefully today Tink will be back so that I can have at least two other people working with me! My parents have a friend staying with us for 3 days this Friday. And then another bunch of friends next week. So I have to help clean the house (and my room).

I hope you all have a good day. I still can not wait till I start school…. I really want to disappear, I’m not sure why… well, talk to you all later…

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Monday, August 7, 2006

hi. I can't thank you guys enough!! Little Birdie, evil guys are hot, midnight shadow, and Someone New! Thank you all so much!! I really appreciate what all of you guys said!! I'm still depressed (even more so) but I will try to look on the bright side of things. It is hard though. Its not easy being me, I really feel forgotten and alone.

Oh, I also killed a spider on my bed! It was the size of a quarter and black!! I killed it with a shoe and then when I was trying to get rid of it… it moved and I screamed (it just startled me), I bet it was funny to see. But then I make a fool of myself all the time anyway I don’t know why it would matter.

And, no I haven’t cut myself recently, although I see nothing wrong with it, I just haven’t got to that point in my depression again. I only cut to get rid of the pain and (call me crazy) just because people don’t think I can. Meaning people think I’m incapable of doing something like that. It simply doesn’t matter to me.

All well, I don’t work today so I’m stuck at home the entire day. I’m going to be so ALONE !!! I HATE being alone. Its so depressing…..

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Sunday, August 6, 2006

hi. I don't really have anything to say... except that I'm like really depressed right now. I have no friends practically and the ones I do have my Mom doesn't like me talking to! My Dad went on a walk with my in the rain (my Mom never lets me walk in the rain) and he didn't ask my sister to come along. So I'm thinkging it was to check up on me!! I cut my self awhile back and I think he was making sure I wasn't doing it again. I'm pretty sure I don't need to be shadowed!!! I totally need a life!!!! I stay either at home or at work all day!!! I need to get out more!!! *sigh*
well, later...
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

hi. well, I'm annoyed right now. My mom doesn't like me talking to a certain person. And it happends to be the only person that talks to me. Argh!! It is so not fair!! So now I'm really bored!! I had to go shopping for the tax free weekend thing that went on. Well, I have to go. later
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Friday, August 4, 2006

Hey everyone!! well, I just talked to one of my friends, and there seems to be a rumour going around about me and and nother guy, I wasn't able to get all the details but she asked me if I ever liked this guy. EW!!! NOOOOOO!!!!! I tolerated him AT MOST!! Whenever he walked in the room I'd groan (I really don't like him! one of those people that just annoy me!). She had to go before I got what the rumour was, but I don't like the looks of it, just from what she told me! and whats worse I don't even know the people in that group!! I think he started to spread the rumours cause he still likes me or something. Cause no one else could do it. the only people that even knew I talked to him (for 2.5 seconds) were the people at work, and none of them are in that group! so I'm fairly sure that he spread the rumour!!! All this and School hasnt even started yet!! this is going to be an interesting year....
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Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Hello, I've deceided to dedicate my site to the coming school year that is fast approaching. I am one of the weird people around that actually like school and look forward to it! I think its because I get to be with friends and not have to work!! I sometimes enjoy learning it all depends on the subject, math I'm already asleep. I really hate math that and science my 2 worst subjects! eck! I like history alright and literature is cool too, but I can't stand grammer!! I can write a paper and have over 1,000 comma splices in it! I hate fused sentences and comma splices!! They follow me everywhere!!! *looks over shoulder*.

Well, sorry for boring you with my school theme but I'm sure you'll get over it, unfortuantly for me I don't start school till Aug 30! Its so far away!!! *stares blankly at calander*

well. later ya'll!!
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