Saturday, January 6, 2007

Time: 1:20am
Mood: *inhales... exhales*
Listening to: Stray
Quote: "Ever stray I'm gonna live the life that I chose.."
Stray from wolf's rain



Hey friends...

Well, I just introduced a friend to my best friend... it didn't go well *sigh* another day another trial. well I have to go, I may update later!
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Friday, January 5, 2007

Time: 12:46am
Mood: nervous
Listening to: Relaxation music
Quote: "I'm lazy I'll find a quote tomorrow."
quothe I



Hey Friends!!

Well I'm a bit on the creeped out side, I was talking about vampires, werewolves, and shapeshifters. And if they are real or not. Nothing really happend today, my family and I went to the Macarroini Grill, it was good, I was drawing on the paper table cloth (they gave us crayons) and I drew my best anime guy yet! On a table cloth *shakes head*

well I just finished a poem its not that great and has some rough spots in it but yeah, enjoy!


The sky was once full of light
Then my day did turn to night
Your smile was the only thing
That could cause my heart to sing

I loved you with my heart in whole
With all my body, mind and soul
Your eyes were often like the sea
That would shimmer just for me

Then your gaze did start to wander
As my life was torn asunder
The times I needed you weren’t there
And when I’d fall you wouldn’t care

Time went on and things did change
Even when you forgot my name
I stood aside and hoped you’d see
That life with out you wouldn’t be

Then I saw her bright and glad
All the things I thought I had
Her arm in yours your smile bright
Your love for her just wasn’t right

As you passed I tried to smile
Hoping that you’d see my trial
As you passed you looked away
I know you saw my hurt that day

The season changed and I still wait
Refusing to accept my fate
I stand alone and watch the rain
Standing as I hide the pain.

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

Time: 7:11am
Mood: alive
Listening to: nothing
Quote: "Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose."
Tom Krause



Hey friends!
I might be getting contacts on Saturday! I'm really excited I've been really wanting to gert some for awhile now. Oh, and I was going through some of my old poems and thought I'd post a few over a couple of days.

In moments dark, through trials deep
The times I could not seem to sleep
In times like these I'd see your face
The lonely times, twas your embrace
You'd pick me up when I was down
You'd make a smile from my frown
It seems that you were always there
Though a smile we'd never share

The truth is sad, this is so
Some things need to be let go
Through joy and tears we both have shared
Always know, that I still cared
Moving on is sometimes sad
but you can make the saddest glad.
Heart felt this poem may be,
It came from deep inside of me.
I hope that you have lent an ear,
And that this poem is crystal clear.

hope you guys like it! laters
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Time: 10:31am
Mood: alive
Listening to: nothing
Quote: "Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose."
Tom Krause



Hey Friends.

I can never stay away from MyO long! I just love talking to you guys! and its awesome cause I can axcess it from my school.

I hope everything is going well for ya'll. Things here are alittle bleh... I stop working this Friday, and school starts up next Wednesday. I'm glad I'll be able to see my friends again. But I'm not to excited about having loads of homework and projects.

Well, I hope you guys are having a good year so far ^_^ all 3 days of it. *hugs*
later!!
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

...read yeasterdays post...
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Monday, January 1, 2007

Time: 1:42pm
Mood: depressed
Listening to: Welcome To My Life, Simple Plan
Quote: "With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding."
Simple Plan



hey friends,
I'm not starting the new year off very good. I'm terribly depressed right now. I just have this ... feeling like I'm not wanted or just not needed. We have some friends over right now and my sister is playing against our guy friend (who she likes) so I got out of the way. I decided to stay in my room with my wonderful headphones and music, mainly right now its Simple Plan's "Welcome to my Life" and Greenday's "Blvd of Broken Dreams".

Anyway, we started our new year with heavy rain and cool weather, it felt alot like the beach outside. I loved it, I was in the rain to start the year. I probably still will be on cause MyO is one of the things I enjoy doing but I may not be posting very much atleast until I get over this feeling.

bye
Kai
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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Time: 1:21pm
Mood: happy
Listening to: Complicated, by Avril Lavgine
Quote: "An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves
."
Bill Vaughn



Hey Friends!

Here are some of my New Year resolutions, they are basically the normal things:
1. Practice more
2. Work out regularly
3. Be noticed by people at school instead of being ignored
4. Spend more time with friends
5. Actually study for tests and stuff at school

Thats all I have so far, I'm hoping I'll be able to keep them. I already do some of the things but not on a regular basis.

Well, I went to an animal park with my family and a friend yesterday, it was fun. My sister, our friend and myself sat in the back of our mini-van with the door open and feed deer, we also feed something that looked like a zebra donkey mix?? It was cool though.

I hope you guys are having a good weekend!!
later
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Friday, December 29, 2006

Time: 9:40am
Mood: bored
Listening to: radio
Quote: "A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow."
William Shakespeare



Hey Friends!!!
I got out of work really early!! Like I was only there an hour!!! Our superivosr hasn't been there all week so we had nothing to do.

My sister is having a friend over this afternoon and I have to go to my second job I'm hoping no one comes to where I work cause that would mean I would get to sit and read the entire time!! All well. I'm glad its Friday! I don't work till Tuesday cause of New Years.

I hope you all are doing well. I don't have anything else to say. So later!!!
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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Time: 12:34am
Mood: tired
Listening to: nothing
Quote: "One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching."
Anonymous



Hey Friends!!

I changed my site. I hope you like it, its more New Years-ish... Well I hope you guys like it!!
I have to work so this will be fast!!
later!!

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Time: 12:10am
Mood: tired
Listening to: nothing
Quote: "One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching."
Anonymous



Hey Friends!!

Sorry if I didn't get to everyone's sites yesterday. I had a very good Christmas. I got what I wanted, very happy. We had a very rainy Christmas. But it was a good day.

I have to work tomorrow. Soooo not cool. well, I have to get off now.
later
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