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Saturday, June 3, 2006

Well, I think I am the most confused person alive.... *sigh* I watch too much t.v. I want something I can never have, well I can have it I just can't go where I can get it... I have also decided I don't like the mall, it reminds me to much of what I want. What is this haunting desire you may ask (or not) I want to feel loved.... I'm 19 and the first hug I got from an unrealted guy (my age) was May of this year. I want to feel needed, like someone wants me to be with them. Why does it seem that no matter how hard I try I end up failing, no matter how far I reach its just out of my grasp. I want to say that I love but I am afraid of what will happen, I'm wishing for a future I can never know, I want a hope that will always glow (hey that kinda rhymed) well, thats what I feel right now (its the shorter version though)
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