myOtaku.com: Deceiver

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-04-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the shadows
Member Since
• 2006-05-16
Occupation
• demon/half vampire
Real Name
• Kai

Personal

Achievements
• staying alive
Anime Fan Since
• 2000
Favorite Anime
• DN Angel, Yu Gi Oh, Wolf's Rain, Love Hina, Case Closed, and more
Goals
• To graduate college
Hobbies
• writing, reading, acting,
Talents
• making friends

myOtaku.com: Deceiver

Monday, August 7, 2006

hi. I can't thank you guys enough!! Little Birdie, evil guys are hot, midnight shadow, and Someone New! Thank you all so much!! I really appreciate what all of you guys said!! I'm still depressed (even more so) but I will try to look on the bright side of things. It is hard though. Its not easy being me, I really feel forgotten and alone.

Oh, I also killed a spider on my bed! It was the size of a quarter and black!! I killed it with a shoe and then when I was trying to get rid of it… it moved and I screamed (it just startled me), I bet it was funny to see. But then I make a fool of myself all the time anyway I don’t know why it would matter.

And, no I haven’t cut myself recently, although I see nothing wrong with it, I just haven’t got to that point in my depression again. I only cut to get rid of the pain and (call me crazy) just because people don’t think I can. Meaning people think I’m incapable of doing something like that. It simply doesn’t matter to me.

All well, I don’t work today so I’m stuck at home the entire day. I’m going to be so ALONE !!! I HATE being alone. Its so depressing…..

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