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Sunday, May 14, 2006


had a good day yesteray, worked, went to the mall, worked some more, hung out with randy, came home, hung out with my brother listening to music, then went to bed round 2 am. hadn't had a day like that in a while, hanging out with jus.

i am worried about Raechel. her site is mika-seguichi, if u want to know why. she seems really depressed, and i want to help, but i don't know how. i really hope she gets better. i believe that she is strong enough to get through it, i only hope she get's through it the right way. i mean, with bad stuff she did , and maybe stil does, like cutting and drinking and stuff, then i'm a little worried.

i don't think of travis as much anymore, only like ten times a day, instead of five times an hour. i am getting better. so many people thought it was just playing around. even for travis it might have been. but i mean, i still care about him, alot. i mean, i can't get into a relationship like that again. he is btter , and porbably happier, without me. but, i have my dreams.

i am still not over a little infatuation with a guy i know, greg. i will see him at koz tomorow. nobody knows about this though. i am trying my best to hide it from everyone. wish me luck?

greg(other greg/very very very good friend) saw me on thursday at school, and saw how depressed i was, and gave me hugs and tried to make me feel better. it helped a bit, but not that much. i am happy to have a friend like him. i only wish i could make him feel better when he is sad.

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