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Friday, May 19, 2006

travis wrote me. he sent me an e-mail. he is asking me, if me and him could talk. he wants to know that he is not only a burden of pain to me. he doesn't want that. i don't know what to do. it's been so ahrd to stay away from him. yesterday, i was proud of myself because i only thought of him about once or twice an hour, instead of every minute. i really don't know what to do. i sent him an e-mail back though, tellig him the truth, that i could not see him, and that i hoped he was happy now, with his life, and that i missed him and asked him to stay safe. i really don't know what to do. what if he replies? what if he doesn't? i would love to see him again, but i won't. RAechel, told me to stay away from him. Travis is her older brother. She said i've fucked up his life enough already, and to leave him alone. i don't want to go against that. i care about him so much, but i care about Raechel soo much too. i think i hurt her feeling when i started going out with Travis. i mean, i don't know. he was my second boyfriend, my most seriouse boyfriend. actually, i've only had two boyfriends in my life, but still. we were together about 7 monthes. i miss him so much. more then 7 monthes, i don't even know. i must have been horrible. i wonder why he is still talking to me. he has a girlfriend now. he should be happy. i don't know. i just don't know. i'm so confused now, more then efore. at least befiore, then whole Travis thing was clear. now even tht is mixed upo again. please please please give me advice if you have any, it would be very very much appreciated...
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