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Thursday, June 1, 2006

i don't know what to say. i went to the concert at school yesterday, and i guess i had fun. i had fun with david and aaron. we were fighting. like play fighting. they were teaching me wrestling moves. it was funny. jenny drove me home after tear-down. there is another concert tonight that i am going to. jazz cabaret. after that, we are all going to bp. im pretty sure jenny is driving me home after that too. too bad i cant drive yet, that would be awesome. anyways, yea. i feel numb again. it feels good. i hate it , and love it at the same time. i love it because, i don't have to feel much of anything. i am cold and numb and it makes me less attached. less careful. i hate it, because, if and when i ever get out of my numbness, i usually get really sad, hurt or angry. most of the time hurt. ii really hate my weakness. it sucks. i dont know. i also hate it because when i am numb, it makes it alot harder to get happy. i stiill have hope. like i said, i will not loose hope. buut, i just can't feel it right now, thats all. i dunno. im going to go, i dunno what else to say...
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