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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

i have many things happening, and many things to think about that happened. i dunno. i am scsared out of my mind about something, but excited and happy. there are many different things that i feel at the moment, i dont know how to explain it. i dont think i am numb right now. just the opposite. i have so much running through me. this used to scare me all by itself. thats when i was cutting. now, i am trying not to be so scared. i am to keep strong, so that i can give strength to mika. i want to bring her to koz. it gave me much happiness. much peace. i love her, and i want her to be happy. i will not give up. i don't even know if she believe's in god! i know she has been to a youth group before, but i dont think they helped her much. i didn't think anyone could help me, but then i went there. i am still not un-mixed, and i still have bad days, and almost every day i think of cutting. more then once a day actually, but i think i am getting better. i want her to get better too. i am not going to this peacful place without her. thats jusut how it's going to be^^

don't mind me being weird today. i dunno why. a good morning maybe? i want to do soemthing nice for mika. i dunno what. bring her to a movie? bring her shopping all day long ?lol, that sounds very girly, but by shopping i mean places like value village or a book store. nah, that more my type of thing^^hmmm. i am going to have to think about this. i know mika is going to read this, and so, please dom't tell me. i wanna figure something out on my own^^i dunno. u already know that it will probably be way off, but it the thought that counts!!!lol. anyways, love you all and thats much for your comment, i love em!
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