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Friday, June 9, 2006

i hope i will not regret dressing like myself this way in front of him. i am kinda-girly-ish, i mean, im wearing girl jeans(a bit big for me tho, cuz i like baggy) and a girl black muscle shirt, and a weird tie and beads around my forhead and earing of beads and my hair up with beaded chopsticks. lol. lots of beads. anyways, this is me as a girl. i dont look like a girl, i look just plain weird, but i dont care. i am excited of seeing mika again. i miss her like crazy. lol. she is to decide whether he is good for me or not. lol. anyways, yea.

i am still kindof ish like i was yesterday and stuff. just, something going wrong, thats all. sorry that i was swearing and everything. i got really mad and frustrated and stuff. i am tired today, but i am trying to be better.

mom said that if i dont improve my attitude, she will take away koz. she sais that i am smiling, all the way until i reach the front door, and oncei pass the threshold, the smile goes away. i never noticed it. i dunno why. i just dont really feel like smiling at home. it doesnt matter though. whatever. i will act happy, as long as i still have koz. and if she takes it away, i will go anyways.

i am tired because i stayed up pretty late just lying there listening to music. i hope i don't get caught. i mean, im not going to start doing this all the time. this is just special. i mean, i am going to go out on my first date today after school. i am very excited. mika is coming. i mean, its a date, but with friends. josh and mika and i think michelle is coming. it will be fun. i hope i dont scare him away being myself this way. i dont think so. i already act like myself around him. i am simply dressed different, thats all. anyways, about to get in trouble with the teacher. byebyes. leave comments if u wish^^î loveth reading them
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