Thursday, June 15, 2006

i just don't know what to say. don't matter what i say. i miss dad alot. i want to see him. i won't though. i am not going to see him on father's day. i could. but i'm not. i am tired. whatever. i am going to go. i dont know.

i miss mika. that sounds weird, but i do. i wanna hang out. i was going to go yesterday, around ten, but i was hoping she would be sleeping by then, so i didn'T. they let me off work early. i still jsut walked around till 12, and got home at 1. am kinda tired. i had such a bad feeling yesterday. doesn't matter. i let it go to God, and i trust that God will do with it what he sees fit. i have two exams today, and my project in multimedia that counts for 30% of my mark. we have the project as our exam. i am doing it on koz. i am trying. i have the first page, but thats it. in director i mean. i have it written out, i have to figure out how to put the writing in director, because i cant open word files there.

anyways, i still dont know what to say. i suppose that lately, i rarely know what to say, or what to do. my english exam is about a boy who cuts himself. i am so mixed up. i really very much like greg. thats one very good thing. and i am excited about spending the 23'rd with mika. i asked mom, and she said yes, so that makes me happy. and i think that me and mika will be able to hang out more during the summer. i am not much happy about the situation with me and dad. but i am happy about being able to still go to koz during the summer. i really hope mika can come this time. i am going to see if i can just walk there with her after school on monday. i am thinking that maybe we can go pretty much straight there after school, then go window shopping down the street on st.mary's, and on the way there too, and have supper at some restauraunt near by. then go there on time. i mean, not supper, since it will be a barbe que, but whatever. i dunno yet. am i getting paid before then? i hope so. anyways, there is simply one problem. i am going to ask maman to bring mika home after, cuz i am not going home. i am goina be at bef's for one or two days. whatever. anyways, yea.
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