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Wednesday, June 28, 2006


im sorry i havent written in a while. i have been gone or busy alot. i will be gone and busy alot this whole month. i am not here at all except for wenesday next week, and this week only for today and tomorow, then i leave to go to ste.agathe. whatever. anyways, i am kindof really very much confused about everything that is happening to me, and around me. i dont know what to do about any of it. this is driving me nuts. not exaclty. but it is taking a toll on me kindof. i cnt say it has been hard for me life-wise. only heart-wise. i cant really say much more then that, because i dont really understand it.

i want to send mika to a hotel or something. for a few days. to relax and heal a bit. i want her sooo much to get better. i dont really care where it is, if its a hotel or not, just anywhere where she can do nothing, but heal and get better. i have reiki, i have estelle to help me. she doesnt know of that. i want to introduce her to it, but i am afraid of how she will react. if she will truly believe in it all. it doesnt matter. the chance has come and gone, i suppose, so now i will do it myself. that is okay. as long as she gets better, i will do all i can. i have to go. i cant keep talking.

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