Tuesday, June 28, 2005

*gagging* -___-

Okay, picture this. Yuo're dreaming about your mother driving, when suddenly she removes her hands completely from the steering wheel to put on her seatbelt, and the car swerves, sending you flying out of the window. Guess who had this dream last night? No, not Gackt. Yes, it was indeed me. -_- In midair, I woke up with a sharp intake of breath, only to imemdiately hear a loud crash from across my room. My lamp was mysteriously across the room, and my cat was udnerneath the desk on which the lamp had originally sat. I yeleld for the animals to get out of my room b/c it was early for me and I was rather cranky. ::Warning - Explicit bloody content:: Then, out of nowhere, this full grown black bird flies at me, hits my wall, falls down between my bed and the wall, and starts flappign around. I panic and see blood dripping down my wall, along with bird droppings everywhere, barely missing my anime pictures and my HEAD. So I got the bird to fly out and managed to get ahold of him, he was bleeding out of his mouth but he could still fly, so I let him go outside. -___- And you know what disturbs me more? I had to clean off my walls b/c my dad wasn't home, and it took me about an hour b/c I kept on hyperventilating or I got shaky. And my mom was getting mad and screamed at me to do it, and since I am the biggest baby if someone yells at me, my eyes started to tear up and then I got REALLY shaky, and today is going to be a bad day I just know it. Cleaning up an attempted murder scene, releasing the victim, and turning to see the perpatrator laying comfortabley with a smug grin on his feline little face. So...how was your morning? ~Areina-chan

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   w00t!

lmao, that word makes me laugh XD Well, as the dullness of my life is still ceasing to amaze me, I am trying to find a way to amuse myself. Cleaning is always good, not b/c I like it, mind you, b/c I'm a money-whore and any way to get money, I'll do it XD Okay, maybe not ANY way o___O So bored....all the time...*dies* lol. I'm going to try some new hair styles, b/c I never really do anything with it anyway, and I have yet to buy my DAMNED hair dye. Grrr I'm gonna bite my okasan -__________- Hopefully KAtie can come with us to the fireworks over the Ohio river this weekend, I personally don't think they are very entertaining, but if Katie coems I'll have someone to talk to. Plus there is a harley ralley! WOO! I love bikes, that is what I'm gonna drive when I turn 16, my dad is gonna teach me on his *grin* so happy about that. awwwww....T____T lol departing, baibai! ~Areina-chan

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Monday, June 27, 2005

brain is blank .__. listening to X Japan

Well my crap spur-of-the-moment poem got posted on Poet's Corner. I have had writer's block for about a month now and the only reason I got out of it (for only about one hour may I add) was b/c I thought I had ruined a friendship, thus depressing motivation. *nods* But she understood and wasn't mad at all so that made me happy and then my artistic brain died. :P I have complete artist's block, I think. I can't even draw anything decent right now. I try to write a story and I end up deleting it halfway through (Of course that is very normal for me anyway buuut...) Ugh I hate it when this happens. This is what triggers those EXTREME and SEVERE boredom phases that last for hours on end and force me to clean everything near me until I have polished the wodden table so much I'm beginning to rub OFF the finish. ...doesn't the dullness of life make you want to hurl? -__- Well, since my life pretty much revolves around an item of clothing right now, I am desperately attempting to regain possible possesion of that sexy Kyo shirt. With the help of Jen *squeezes Jen 'til she can't breathe*. I am about to gain about $27 dollars or so depending on when everyone who owes me $ pays me. *leers* For the record, I am a cheap money-freak, lol. And if you owe me money, I DON'T forget. ^___^ I get $20 every payday if I keep cleaning the house b4 my mom gets home. Which is no problem to me b/c usually I'm bored half to death anyway and have nothing better to do. My hide shirt is on the way!! *happy dance* I'm so happy about that at least. But gomen nasai, Jen, you cannot borrow it until I have that Kyo shirt in my greedy little hands! Of course I can always save cash by going to Wal*mart and having them print the Kyo pic onto a shirt...as I'm going to do for Duel Jewel...*malevolant grin* I love my $$ saving schemes sometimes. lol. Gah, every time I find a new X or hide bio I almost cry. It is so tragic and depressing. T___T To see that some people attempted to commit suicide because of hide's death, it's devastating. I know hide-san wouldn't want that, if only he were still with us...and the controversy about whether or not it was suicide. I don't believe we will ever truly know, because he was seemingly so content and had a great planned future ahead of him, it would seem he would have wanted to live. However, htere are the theories I have gathered from random sites about it not beign suicide. Such as the idea that he had high blood pressure, and the towel aroudn the neck technique was supposed to be some sort of treatment, but he was too drunk to do it correctly. Or the idea that it was just a drunken and unfunny joke to scare his girlfriend and he often did things when he was intoxicated that later frightened him and he would never do if sober. I don't know, death can be such a complex thing to figure out. But I suppose in a way, it surged a sudden wave of fans to be able to pay respect to their beloved hide-san. Whether he was their favorite artist, their inspiration for life, or their hero, so many people were touched by his passing. And so many people felt the pain of loss, like a slow stab in the stomach. Many people, of course, will say he was only a musician, there will be others. But they are wrong. He was a special person, and forever will live in his fans' hearts. I can only hope in his next life, he can pass on the talent and drive that he held in his last one. And can, perhaps, be a light shadow of the hide we once knew. ~Areina-chan

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

......

I couldnt get the Kyo shirt....at one minute left on the bid my dad was about to bid on it for me and then he saw thy didnt use paypal and he said no....so its gone....and I cant get it....

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Degrassi marathon, damn

Yes well, for once there is actually good tv on at night besides Adult Swim! lol, only for this weekend though ;_; 19 hours and 51 mins until I order the Kyo shirt! Lol, my okasan had the nerve to say Kyo-san looked like a clown! She dares compare him to those hideous beasts of terror!! T.T *shakes head* Well, just talking to Katie online. Not much going on. Typical boredom, lol. WEell, as my life is one big monotone, the most exciting thing to happen today IS that shirt. If some evil diabolical person steals it away from me I will track them down and bite into their jugular veign until my teeth slice into it and I feel the warmth of their theiving blood on my hands. *anime veign pulsates* ^^ Well, have a pleasant day! ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

*happy dance* They said yes!!

So happy! *squeezes computer* I can get them! And then I can get fabric spray paint and letter stencils and do the other shirts I wanted, and then I can go to Walmart and they can pritn DJ on a shirt for me and I'll have a good wardrobe full of Jrock ^___^ here are the two shirts: don't they rock? I can just buy the hide one without bidding but the Kyo one I have to bid and no one has bid on it yet so for once I'm thankful that no one is liking Kyo right now!! ^___^ It still has 1 day and 4 hours left on it...I'm waiting until the last minute. My dad is good at bidding it's how he gets the parts for his harley, so he'll have to help me. So happy! Still! Waai! ^_^ And Jen got her shirts she ordered. They are funny, one has a pocky box on it but the P is turned upside down and it says "Got Bocky?" lol, if u dont know what bocky (bokki) means you won't get it XD but I do *laughs maniacally* and the other shirt says "Look at my Japanese boyfriend." lol. OW, SON OF A GACKT, THE TV IS ON FULL FUCKING BLAST!!!! I CANT HEAR!! k well that is long enough for a second post, baibai! ~Areina-chan

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EBAY IS MY BEST FRIEND

I found the greatest shirts ever on Ebay and my parents are actually CONSIDERING letting me order them! Weee! My dad uses ebay all the time and he STILL owes me a $20 Duel Jewel shirt, and I want 2 shirts, which are each $10 with about $5 shipping. I have $10 so I'll offer to pay him back for the shipping if he agrees. Ooooh I hope so. They are both black, one has a big picture of Kyo on the front and on the back it says Dir en Grey. I' ve never seen the shirt before anywhere else, but it's really nice, in great condition and sooo cheap. Then the other one is black and has hide with his guitar on the front and his fabulous long, yet still big, red hair. Then it has a big red X on th back with Japan underneath it. (X + Japan = X Japan! gee I am a genius ^__^ lol) I found anther one I wanted to order, but then I realized I don't need to, b/c it would be easy enough to make myself and a lot cheaper. It is white and has, in big red letters on the front that say "I'm a rock star in Japan." lol, I showed them all to Jen around 3 am this morning and she was happy too, mainly b/c I would let her borrow them and she knows it XD. Well I might go to Good Will today (hey, they have some good stuff, don't bash XP). Not sure though. I had a long conversatoiin with one of my best friends last night, and I have the growing feeling I just ruined everything. I was an idiot and if you're reading this, I'm so sorry. T.T I was so confused. But she is my most understanding friend and I love her so much, so I'm hoping we can fix whatever damaged I caused. But it inspired me past my writers block I've ben experiencing for quite some time now, and I actually wrote out 3 new poems. I submitted one to Poets Corner a few minutes ago, so within a few days or so you should see it there. Oh goodness...o_o my dad is watching this recording of American Idol...one with all these international people who really suck...I'm not very fond of the show when it has GOOD people singing on it, let alone when everyone sounds like a chorus of dying cats -.-; ~Areina-chan When I find out if I am allowed to get the shirts I'll post the pix of them ^_^

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Friday, June 24, 2005

I'm back! ^__^

Gomen nasai, I wasn't updating for a little while, I spent 2 nights @ Katie's house. When they picked me up, it was great b/c there is this house a few blocks down from mine that is completely covered by trees and up into a forested hill (there were some rather "hilljack" people in it ._.;). They were sellign rhubarb, and Katie's mom wanted to buy some b/c it was really cheap. We saw the guy who lived there and...he was very...erm...I don't want to be rude so...I'll just say he was a steriotypical farmer type ^^;. We were in the back of their huge van and her mom was speaking to him through the window and Jen, Katie, Rachel, and I were all cracking jokes in the back. Such as: Jen - "They can smell you're fear." Me - "Don't move, they're vision is based on movement." lol. I know it was kind of mean but it was funny. Then when we were coming back her mom told us the leaves of rhubarb were poisonous so don't eat them. Then suddenly, in the midst of the silence that followed, Jen says "Oops." It was short ut funny. lol, Jen is cool. Usually my friend's siblings suck, but I like Katie's sisters. It was sooo funny, we went to the mall yesterday and Jen was hilarious again. There is a picture of Gackt in these white robes and he's bleeding and I think it is a whole gallery, but anyway, there is one in particular where he is reaching his arms up to the sky and his mouth is open. When I saw this a couple weeks ago, I laughed and said (imitating what Gackt was "saying") "PRAISE THE LORD! I AM A MAN!". It made Jen choke on her food the first time I said it, lol. But back on topic, last night we dared her to run into this really crowded store full of people who, let's just say would not appreciate the way we were dressed, and yell that. Well, she did XD. It was great, I'll never forget it. Then she saw this jewelry store and the floor was covered in red glitter so we dared her to go roll in it. She did that too, and it was a small and open store, so everyone in that part of the mall saw. lol. the owner didn't get mad he just looked at her and said "You know glitter is proven to cause cancer." and she stood up and replied "Yes, but at least I'll be a sparkly cancer patient." *shakes head* Ah, Jen...Katie you have both my sympathy and my jealousy. lol. Oh! And she ran up the down escalator. hehe ^^ Katie and I walked around last night, just enjoying the night air. It was really pleasant. I didnt see her neighbors though *sniff* b/c we were up so late we missed them going to work b/c we were sleeping (we went to bed around 8 am or so o_O;;) and it was too dark to see ouside when they came home, nto to mention we didnt notice anyway b/c we were watching the Miyavi movie and the Malice Mizer movie. The MM movie had subs, so I knew what was happening (besides the fact that it was a silent movie...lol) and the Miyavi movei didn't, which kind of made me sad b/c even thogh he was so kawaii in it (...^.^...) I had no idea about their conversations. There was some awesome guitar playing courtesy of Miyavi, though, and some nice fanservicing ^___^ Yeah it was fun, I just need to wait a while until I can beg Katie to beg her mom to let her come over here again. It's lonely over here, lol. Her dad seems to like me so it shouldn't be that much of a problem ^_^ *triumphant fist* We also decided that, while watching a Duel Jewel concert, that when we finally DID attend their concert that Jen would steal Hayato's pants XD. Then poor Hayato-san would have to take Natsuki's skirt (he wears it over his pants lol) and then we'd take that too. *rubs face on Natsuki-kun's skirt* lol. Can you say we're strange? ^^ Katie and her sisters are all so funny, I love being around them. We were laughing so hard last night we couldn't even breathe. I haven't laughed that hard in a long while. ^_^ wow that was a long post, my apologies! lol. ~Areina-chan

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

BG FIXED!

Yes, I realized now it was a hotlinking thing or w/e. But on my computer the BG I had tried to make work showed up fine so I was not aware of it being some stupid thing like that. Not my fault. And I must say I am a bit pissed b/c of it, it was a nice BG.

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New theme!

^_^ How do you like it? *moment of silence for hide-sama* I don't personally like midi's that much b/c they sound weird and I would have MUCH preferred the actual song code, but sadly I was at loss to find any. Oh well, it's a good song anyway. ^___^ Not much to say (for once) I went through about ten different backgrounds and icons b4 settling. lol. I think I need to revise my friend list...delete a few b/c hardly any of them visit and I hardly go there anyway. But don't worry, most will stay. ^_^ I wouldn't delete EVERYONE. Just those I don't really visit and visa versa. So it probably won't be that many...b/c I visit a lot of people on my list, believe it or not. Well I need to take up space b/c this is getting shorter than intended. So another pic, but just one! I'm not THAT generous, lol. My, X, don't we look punkish? ^__^ Ah, gods, I love this song. Diru - Jesus Christ Rock N' Roll. I really only like a certain part, and the chorus...ah hell I was right the first time I just love this song. I love almost all of Diru's songs, lol. ^___^ baibai ~Areina-chan

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