Friday, May 13, 2005

*yawn*

Well sometime this weekend I'm supposed to go to Katie's house...Not sure when though it depends on whether or not I ever get AHOLD of her T.T Rawr, I hate it when my friends' phones are down. The only form of communication I have w/her is IMing. We had testing on Thursday AGAIn, and next Thursday as well. We also had a math test today and I have a deepening feeling that I failed it, lol. I don't do well in math, it's my least best subject next to history =P We're soooo close to beign out of school, but they moved it up a day and we dun get out til next Friday instead of next Thursday T__T Kanashii, ne? Well, like always, anything important and I'll post asap, baibai! *waves*

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Hello all! Facts...

I haven't done this in a while...but Sorako reminded me (arigato Sorako-san! ^^). I believe I have listed my personality-wise features...but not physical. So...here's to get a better image of me if haven't seen a pic b4 and until I get new ones up. 1) about 5'5" (short ne -.-;) 2) 14 yrs. old 3) strawberry blonde hair (NOT FOR LONG!! MWAHAHAHA) 4) hair length: layered, bangs a little past my chin, longest part about two inches past my shoulder 5) weight...actually unknown, I have lost a lot and haven't checked recently... 6) blood type: okay now we're being too specific (and i dunno lol) 7) fair skinned (REALLY fair o_O) 8) lue-green eyes, everyone also thinks they're pretty but I think they are plain =P it's awkward... 9)comments: I look older than I am...@____@ everyone always thinks I'm sixteen...and there is only one reason why, but we won't get into that... well, if there is anything else u wanna know...I won't be too creeped out, lol, so be free to ask. ^^ *waves* baibai

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Arrg!

No one talks anymore! I'm going to die of boredom soon enough anyway, I might as well enjoy the last minutes of my life -.-; seriously, no one updates Nemore (few exceptions) and no one hardly ever talks...its so boring...;_; well, enough ranting, but I had to get that out....baibai

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   *nervous laughter*

I just did one of the stupidest things...we stopped at a gas station on the way home and when we were goingto go in I found the door, and it had no handle so I figured you push it...well I pushed...it didnt budge. I pushed again, and yet again, no movement. Turns out, it was the exit door, and the enter door was about ten feet to the right *blush* Everyone in the gas station was laughing, I am easily embarassed so it was mortifying. *sigh* The more blonde my hair turns, the more it seeps int o my brain. -.- This is another reason why I cant wait to dye it this summer.

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

I am goign to KILL someone soon...

Katie (we made up today...typical friend fight I suppose) is an extremely great artist, I should get some pics to show u guys, its amazing, but anyway...today she was drawing a very gorgeous picture of a Native American man, and it was very detailed and pretty, and she had to get up to go somewhere...but when she cme back to clas, this evil bitch named Heather had written on it and drawn over it. I fucking am going to BEAT her ass into the ground and see if she fucking DARES to come near my friend again! I HATE ppl who are ignorant like that, Katie didnt do a THING to deserve that! I swear I'm going to track her down tommorrow and kick her ass, I'm still pissed off ><. If it seems I'm overreacting, Heather has always been her evil cheerleader self, and all my friends hate her, as well as ppl who aren't even my friends. Basically, everyone not her fried hates her. And I'm going to KILL her next chance I get >< Hopefully I cool down by tommorrow cuz I really dun wnat to come home early, but I know my dad wont get mad b/c he told me to beat her ass if I get the chance too! *evil laughter* kk, that felt better....baibai

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I cant believe it....

Katie and I got into a fight last night about EJ...I would go into longer detail but it might not be for the best.....Everything is falling apart...I ended up crying myself to sleep around ten....she started calling me a liar, weak, stubborn, stupid... all sorts of things... she wouldn't listen to me, and she said she understood... but I could tell she didnt... she was angry with me.... because I didnt want to do things her way... I didnt want to fix something broken, and she wanted me to, knowing how much it would hurt me to do so. But last night, I decided.... if my happiness means my friends will have to be ripped apart, then I'm not worth it...being upset over me isnt worth it...and if I want them to be happy...I'll have to sacrifice my own happiness to do so...it's the only way I can think of to repair their broken hearts, b/c it's basically what Katie was telling me... I have to go to school now...baibai

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

HAAAAIII!!! SUSHI!!!!

^__________^ My loving daddy, knowing how much I would love him for it, bought me a 9-pack of sushi complete w/chopsticks, wasabi sauce, and soy sacue! It also had the ginger, but I hate that stuff =P. I am soooooo happy! Mwahahaha! Gonna eat it now, hehe, leavin' some 4 my friend of course, b/c I know she'll massacre me if I dun leave her some @__@ Thought I should announce this little incident to you all, lol, baibai! ^.^ *waves w/chopsticks*

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*sympathetic frown*

Oooh...I feel so sorry for my dog...she got fixed today and is being as pitiful as ever, whining, droopy-eyed looks, you know if you've ever had an animal. Nothing really exciting, except those damned jerks from b4 (whistling/cat-calling from the bus)were yelling at me through the bus window again (I.E "You're hot!" kidding, I think, and hope) while my MOM was in the car and the TOP was down! -.-; She laughed when the bus drove off...at me...b/c I murmered "fuck you" under my breath and she heard me...luckily she wasnt mad o.o; well, anything exciting happens 2day and I'll tell asap, baibai 4 now!

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Sunday, May 8, 2005

Wow, for

omg, today was hectic. Mother's Day, right, and we were all plannign on goign out to breakfast or lunch or brunch or w/e the fuck it is called, and it was a mess. I just wanted to wear my black zip-up hoodie, my Invader Zim Tshirt and some jeans. But nooooo, my mom had to tell me to change my hoodie b/c it is falling aprat (kind of true, but I dont mind, lol). I argued that I hate my arms showing (I despise my arms =P) and I wasnt going without sleeves on, so the nmy aunts and cousin got all worked up and what was supposed to be five minutes of throwing on clothes like I usually do, turned into an hour and a half long chaotic mess of them handing me all sorts of weird clothes that I would never wear anyway. Everyone was telling me, "oh look at this, oh wait you wont wear it, it's not black." I wanted to massacre them! I do not go for clothes only if they are black, and i wasnt denying the clothes b/c they were not black, I was denying them b/c they were not the style I like to wear, and I wasnt comfortable in them! I am self-conscious about many things, I admit it, and I'm not proud of it (quite the opposite), but that contributes to the fact that I'm picky about what I wear sometimes. I hate skirts, for example, unless they are cool ones like gothic lolita or schoolgirl, and they almost made me wear an ankle-length denim skirt with a lacy blue shirt! o.O I am not fond of the color blue...and the skirt thing was a NO. Finally I just got a red long sleeved shirt on (kind of midriff, which kind of made me not want it in the first place...)and my good old ripped-knee jeans, and then my aunt let me use this really pretty (nearly white b/c my complexion is REALLY fair) coverup imported from Japan (Oh yes, Japan has kickass makeup even, XD. And they teased me about my love for asia! Hah!. The only good thing really was that my aunt has Mana-san shoes (Mana-san would so wear them)! I laughed when I saw them, well, really I didnt but I smiled. While everyone was fussing over me, I finally said "fuck it, I dont care anymore," and I got so worked up I started crying. It was pathetic, but I hate ppl fussing over me and telling me what I can and cannot wear/do, and it was sooo much attention and that was exactly what they were doing. *sigh* hope ur weekends went better than mine, baibai for now.

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Friday, May 6, 2005

I'm postnig using my cousins computer, she had a rap radio station on earlier and my brain almost deteriorated!! >< But now it's not so bad, she changed it b/c I was dying. It's alternative rock, not metal, and definitely not as good as Jrock, but I'll have to live. So, I should go now to help watch my baby cousins and my damned puppy (she dug up their yard o.O!!)

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