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Monday, March 28, 2005


Changed Theme! ^-^

Yes, yes I know I change them quite frequently, but this is due to a sudden wish to pay tribute to Kami-sama, former drummer of Jrock visual kei band, Malice Mizer (like no one already knew that =P). I was reading up on the members through different websites and many times read over the tragic story of Kami's death (caused by a hemmorage in the brain, or a blocked artery). I felt tears run down my face thinking about the band's mourning and how suddenly it happened. So this is in honor of the amazing musician, Kami. If there are any comments on this magnificent person, please feel free to post them on here.




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Sunday, March 27, 2005


Settling down...

I think tonight since I'm home alone (usually I'm only alone at nights on weekdays, not weekENDS)I'm just going to watch some Yu Yu Hakusho DVDs, melt over Kurama, read some manga, draw some new pictures or write soem new poems, listen to Jrock, watch my online Duel Jewel concert, and drink hot chocolate. ROCK ON, RELAXATION!! (do not even ASK me where that came from...I'm not even sure I know o.O) Wish me luck on my extremely difficult, no activity night!! I'm off!




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Eeee! lol

I got back from Sakura's place 2day. It was fun, but I kept hurting myself! >.< First I backfired a rubberband right into my left eyeball, then her brother accidentally kneed me in the head, then he accidentally hit me with a ball (payback I guess, I hit him in the face w/it! ^-^;;)and then I poked myself in the eye with eyeliner (which wouldn't come off forever!! >.< I hate makeup!!)...yeah productive, nai? lol. The movie was hilarious. The Ring 2...I laughed at a few partss, and I admit I'm not usually the type to jump in a horror movie, it's all I watch...but at a couple parts I jumped b/c I hadn't been paying attention ^-^;;...well...Dolly bought me a beautiful pentagram (pentacle, if you'd rather) bracelet with a chain that attaches to a pentacle ring. Arigato, Sakura-chan! *bows frantically at Sakura's feet* I'm listening to Beast of Blood right now...a Rurouni Kenshin amv, actually but I have it minimized so I'm not technically watching it ^.^...Anyway, I might change my theme soon (I know, I know I chagne it a lot) to Kami-sama or something...still thinking...*ponders*




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Saturday, March 26, 2005


Eeeee! Happy Birthday Sakura! hehe

I'm going over to Sakura's house in a couple hours! it's not actually her birthday today, but she's having her party. We're going to to the mall for a few hours, I think. Cosplay as Jrockers, scare all the normal people there, talk in japanese to confuse them even more, you know, ano itsumo. ^.^
One last thing...
shiawase na tanjobi, Sakura-chan!





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Friday, March 25, 2005


>.< DAMN THEM ALL!!!

I am soooo pissed! My friend Katie found this guy on the internet who was completely trashing Japanese people! >.< He called them abominations and said that they must all be he-shes, and he talked all sorts of shit about all these AWESOME Jrock bands!! Oooooh I could just massacre people like this!! *rampages all japanese-hating-homophobic people*




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Quiz results! ^-^

  • My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, What's your inner Mana-Version?, is Illuminati Mana







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    Thursday, March 24, 2005


    YAy! New theme! ^-^

    okay, so generally it's the same, still Jrock...but for a while I'm gonna keep the theme dedicated to Mana! I'll try my best not to change it as frequently, lol. Maybe next I'll do Kami...*moment of silence in honor of Kami-sama*




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    Poem from my forbidden book

    Consider yourselves lucky, this is something I never share with anyone. My book where I write everything, all my poems are contained in the book within my hands right now, poems no one has ever read. But I trust the people on here enough, that I've decided to post a couple, so read on, and here they are.

    Night falls,
    as do the tears
    of the dead.
    Beaten down by forces
    so dark,
    it penetrates twilight
    and forces it to bleed
    makign it's presence known.
    The scars left behind
    bind on another
    we know eachother
    yet no communication
    will satisfy.
    The night is gone,
    the bleeding ceased
    but the wounds will never heal.

    there was one, now one more, I think. They are untitled, by the way, if you couldn't tell, lol.

    Hell cannot be
    an equivalent to this,
    this place I call home
    the halls I wander
    endlessly lost
    never to be found.
    I pass few others
    some speak
    few get through
    I can't stand them.
    Sometimes I think
    hell would be a heaven
    compared to this place.
    The damned have no say
    in what I do
    how I act
    yet they insis
    on continuing
    my torture.

    I am not fond of the second one, and these were written a looong time ago. Well, not really long but about a year ago, I swear I'm not this bad anymore, lol.




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    Wednesday, March 23, 2005


    >-< lmao!

    Today in school I think I just about started a new rumor about myself...I'm just waiting for it to build now...see, on our way back from lunch, I got to class and this annoying kid named Brennan (we hate each other, his friends hate my friends, vice versa)was blocking the doorway on purpose. I usually can push him out of the way, but today he wouldn't budge...so I did what I would usually only do messin with friends....I bit him. I know it sounds immature, but it was actually hilarious, and it got him to move! All his preppy tagalong buddies were like "Oh my god! What, do you have rabies?" my buds were laughing their asses off and so was I after a while after hearing them and seeing his friends' expressions...it was rather amusing, really...>-<




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    Tuesday, March 22, 2005


    Just so you know...

    I no longer have AIM. My computer went haywire and netscape went- *makes "pphhtt" noise with tongue*- so yeah...unfortunately I am cursed with technology and I also lost ALL my bookmarks which contained not only homework data due this Friday, but ALL my Duel Jewel and other Jrock sites that took me forever to find. There was maybe 30 items on my bookmarks in my folder alone, and now I have to find them all over again! *sighs* Why must this always happen to me?




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