Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Normal day *sigh*

Well for starters-- This translator girl for Ii came in but she was an upperclassmen and so she only came in for that period to find out what he knew in math. She was so pretty, Im jealous of Asian girls, lol. BUt anyway yeah so at least now we know that Ii is on our level and actually knows the material... And he gave me candy so I feel special, lol. Then in gym I have it with the jerk who sits in front of Ii in our math class and pretends to be "nice" to him but is really a fuckhead. And anyway me and my friend Gloria and him and some other ppl were all in this volleyball group and we had to basically just hit it around the group back and forth. Well he was beign a total jerk to me and kept yelling at me not to smack it with one hand, even if it was over my head. Well I got pissed b/c I just hate this kid, so the next time the ball was passed to me I spiked it WITH ONE HAND I MIGHT ADD and nailed him right in the groin. OH TAKE THAT!! MWAHAHA!! Irony, much? lol After that I came home and we just got back from the Asian Buffet. I was gonna thank the manager for letting us stay in there last time when we were getting chased down by scary guys, but he was not there. But the waiter was, mwahaha. He waited on our table and he talks more often now .____. So yeah I have lots of homework *sighs again* So until tomorrow! ~Areina-chan

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Chobits

My friend lent me episodes 1-24 of Chobits and im gonna watch as much as i can today. I haven't seen any of it or the manga yet but I've been dying to -.^ *still anticipating Sugoicon* I am getting worried that my parents won't be able to give me money for it ;-; $25 to get in will be nothing but for vendors I mean... b/c my stupid school is making me buy books for English.... and we're kind of broke right now T__T nothing much else to report so-- until tomorrow-- ~Areina-chan

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

*growls*

Well I can honestly say Im a bit over pissed right now. -___- Thank you very much Katie, Im glad you told me the INFORMATION I NEEDED about WORKING at that haunted house. Not that it was important or anything *refers to last post* And I've had to stay home all weekend with my bitch-ass mother because I have had no where to go. No Im not blaming anyone but myself b/c I probably could have gone to the mall or something (assuming my parents would have taken me) We haven't gotten any fabric yet and I doubt we ARE going to get any. My mom likes to say things she wants to do as if we will actually do them. So there goes another thing I had hoped for. Once again the only thing keeping my mood even SLIGHTLY elevated is Sugoicon. Of course I probably cant even wear what I'd like to and end up looking really dumb in front of a really sw33t Jrock band. AND IM FAILLING ENGLISH BECAUSE IM TOO MUCH OF A LAZY IDIOT TO DO MY SUMMER ASSIGNMENT QUICKER!!! So, how was your weekend? *twitch*

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Saturday, October 8, 2005

New theme

Karyu from +D'espairs Ray+ in honor of them deciding to grace us with their presence once more ^^ I'm so excited to see them I could burst!! But its just so expensive... Well my mom told me today that she thought all they had to pay for me to go was $25 I told her "no no no I need like $110" and she went O__O I then proceeded to tell her that registration was $25 then the concert tickets were probably the same amount or so (if anyone knows the avg amnt of anime convention concert itckets please tell me!!) unless I bought the premium passes to be right up front by the stage and then I'd need about $50 for vendors. She said that I should just hold my dad to it since he is the one who promised me, though i dont think he knew the full amount necessary ._. Which is why Im worried i might not be able to go... See when im down i find one good thing to hold onto and usually thinking about it keeps me going no matter what happens. Before, it was Ii b/c he made me very happy, hence why I was so heartbroken when he wouldnt smile for me anymore. And now I can go to Sugoicon (though im doubting it now...) and I'm holding onto my first Jrock concert so much its all that is holding me up right now. So if I cant go I'll probably be heartbroken, as much as I hate to admit it, b/c that is always how it works. Gods I hope i can go....I HAVE to make Katie tell me about that job. HAVE to. I need money... And my mom and I might go buy some plaid fabric to make me soem skirts and some other fabric to make other clothes (I want sugoicon outfits!!!) See I just made a sugoicon reference! Argh its taking over my mind!!! ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   Pissed

My dad is refusing to believe that he told me he'd pay for my bridge (piercing) and now he said I cant get it!! Im so effing pissed off... That was the piercing I wanted the most out of anything. I remember EXACTLY when he said it and exactly WHERE we were adn WHAT we were doing, b/c i was so excited that I could get it (or so I thought) that I would not forget it. *screams* well now that I have that off my chest... My parents said I can go to Sugoicon and they'll help me pay for it!!! ^___^ I just have to keep my room clean and do the dishes/litterbox every day. -_-;; great. Me the forgetful ditz. Joy. Now I definitely have hope.

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Gomen nasai, this post is very late. I was sleeping most of the day today...

Crappy day again. I am giving up on Ii (remember, it's "ii" as in "ee"), I never even knew the kid anyway I was just attracted by physical features. Shallow attraction, nothing more. It was his smile and laugh that made me happy all day long, not his personality...I didnt know his personality, thus I couldnt love it. Besides I can't get another smile out of him, he isn't interested in me... I am having difficulty getting money to go to Sugoicon. I need this job that Katie and Jen might get too at a haunted house thing for a week or two. My grades might be getting a bit better in SOME classes. Other than that I am doing my best to help them but it's to no avail. My dad got offered a job in either Columbus, Ohio or Nashville, Tennessee. He said that if I dont want go, and if he accepts it, I can stay here with my mom. I dont want to either way. So no matter which I choose I'll be unhappy. If I stay, then my freedom depletes because I'm with my mom. If I move, I leave all my friends AGAIN and start all over AGAIN. I have never once in my life gone to a school for it's fixed amount of years. Here was my school life, broken down: Hillcrest Elem. - grades k-5; I only finished through half of fifth grade there. ---- Mountain View Elem. - grades k-5; second half of fifth grade finished. ---- Adele C. young Intermediate - grades 6-7; I finished halfway through seventh then moved to Kentucky ---- Ockerman Middle - grades 7-8; I finished the 2nd half of seventh and full 8th year ---- Ryle High School - grades 9-12; currently in Freshman year. See? Not once. I'm sick of moving. I have three more therapist appointments to go. Joyousness, ne? One good thing happened, at least I hope it was a good thing. I made up with Sakura-chan. We were in a fight over something stupid, or rather I was. Maybe forgetting that Ii sits behind me in math will make it easier to concentrate... I hate that class anyway. The teacher is a stupid bitch. I have lost 2 more pounds, not that anyone needed that information but I thought I'd get it out anyway. Because it makes me at leat a little more happy. Oh yes and I'm still humiliated at the fact that my pictures are going to be in the yearbook. My mom and one of my teachers said they liked them a lot, but my mom is obligated to say that and the teacher was just trying to be nice. Everyone else I have shown told me something bad... I hate being so concerned about something so superficial but I can't help it. Stupid excuse, ne? And I want to cut my hair and redo it in a really cool way I designed myself, but I've decided it's probably stupid b/c it wuldn't look good on me. It owuld involve cutting part of my hair short, and I have a big head so it would look weird. Okay I suppose I'll update tomorrow perhaps... goodbye.

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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

Hmmm

I want to go see the third Inuyasha movie...I should ask to rent it. It's getting a bit old for me, I'll admit, but I like Inutaisho, lol. I was so happy this morning! I finally fit back into my favorite bondage pants!! They are black and purple and I haven't been able to wear them for months b/c i was too FAT lol. They are a bit snug but I'm losing weight and it makes me happy ^_____^ I want to go thank the Asian Buffet manager for rescuing us from the scary carload of pervs, lol. And I need to find out his name too....o_O I can't just refer to him as "the manager" all the time XD Welll...what else... oh yes, I got my pictures back today for yearbook. I almost cried. For once, JUST once, my makeup was great and not at all smudged or anything-- but they caught me when i was laughing at something behind the camera and i had just seen that they were about to take the picture and looked like "Eh?" I didnt think it was that bad, I mean granted, I hated it, lol, but it could have been worse. Then other people saw it and I almost really did cry. I am only self-conscious about my natural looks, not my clothes, isn't that weird? *shakes head* So yes I'm really mad at my hideous pics T^T And even if i do retakes they use the old one in the yearbook *cry* that is about all for today-- baibai!

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Monday, October 3, 2005

Pics anyone?

Katie, Jen, Rachel, and I all went to the mall on Sunday and this random Chinese guy who works in the nail salon saw us taking pics of eachother with our cellphones and he came out and wanted to take pictures too! I remembered the guy b/c on Saturday me and Hana-chan and Katie were walking past that nail salon and he saw us and said "Hello, you look beautiful." and we were just in shock. He was so adorable, lol. But anyway, we spent about ten minutes taking pictures with this guy, lol. Here is one he took of all of us: From left: Katie, me, Rachl, Jen There were more but they are all on our phones, that pic was sent from the guy's phone to Jen's email. His phone has such good pic quality!! But then after we left the mall, this car full of guys drove past and they started making kissy faces at us and whistling and making obscenely sexual gestures so me and Katie, being stupid at the time and out of pure reflex, flipped them off. Jen freaked and told us not to flip of Mexican guys b/c they would shoot us and we were all scared that they were following us b/c I had seen them checking us out in the mall earlier. So we ran into the Asian Buffet to hide and I asked the manager if we could wait outside the restaraunt for a little while b/c someone was coming to pick us up (didnt tell him about the whole story b/c i doubt he'd want to know)and he was nice enough to say that we could wait on the benches in the restaraunt with some air conditioning until their mom came to pick us up. He was sooo nice I have to thank him for inviting us in... But then what was really scary was that when we ran out to get into the car when her mom came, we saw the SAME guys who hit on us walk inside the Asian Buffet and smirk at us while the walked in. We went O_O and were so mad that we hadn't stayed in the restaraunt a little longer so that we could catch them coming in and freak out ;-; But anyway lemme find another pic...(really bored o_O) I got ahold of black hairspray XD I dont think it looks THAT bad *tilts head* Okay well there you go, lol. That is about it... I had a therapist appointment today. It was kind of awkward... and I blurted out things I really felt I should have kept in ._. Damn therapists and their mind manipulation... I do have some things i need to work out with friend issues...some people know what I'm talking about... Anyways um... good luck to everyone. Until next time! ~Areina-chan P.S. Hope you like Shou-chan as the new theme, sorry its late i was at Katie's all weekend again.

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Friday, September 30, 2005

going to katies/jens house

My mom is being a bitch and wont let me take her camera *leers at her* GRR!! I got a video of that Chinese boy (whose name turned out to be Ii, pronounced "ee") But I dont know how to send it and anyway it isnt a very good one b/c I said something to this person who was giving me shit for having a camera out and so in the vidoe you hear me say something and my voice sounds stupid when i say it, lol. But he nods/waves/smiles at me whenever he sees me now and it makes me so happy. He has one of those smiles that just makes you want to smile too, you know? It's so adorable. lol ^^ and so contagious. Oooh but i have a pic of another hot Asian boy at my school LOL it is not a very good picture of him b/c my friend took it for me since im a baby and didnt want him to know it was me (so juvinile, i know) and it was at lunch so he was eating at the time ^^;; If you want to see them let me know in the comments and I'll try. Wait is that legal? o_O Hm... I have to get ready to go, baibai now! ~Areina-chan

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

*SCREAMS*

D'ESPAIRS RAY IS COMING TO SUGOICON!!! WHERE IM GOING IN OCTOBER!!!! IM GONNA SEE A JROCK CONCERT FINALLY!!!! OMG IM FREAKING OUT!! *spazzing* and!!! That hot chinese boy who likes me (i hope and think) rides my bus!!! he sat right in front of me!!!! ^____^ He is so cute and silent lol. okay i have more fun asian events but ill spare you Wow my life has been dreadful for the past few months and i admit it, im not gaining attention and it is not my intention, but it really was. and now it suddenly got so much better in like 2 days time. I think the gods finally payed me back... ~Areina-chan

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