Thursday, September 29, 2005

*whimper* *cry*

Turns out I have to get a root canal and 1 tooth pulled and cavities filled! I had no idea I even had more than 2!! -_-;; my teeth are horrible. And immune to flouride and toothpaste. And A really REALLY REALLY hot new Asian boy from China (he speaks like three words of English) moved to my Algebra class. He is sooo pretty. Heh as reddish brown hair that is longish in the back (think Miyavi) and his bangs hung over one gorgeous large brown eye. Oh my gods when i walked in the classroom and dropped my books upon seeing him. I had to walk past him and he just kind of smiled at me and so, of ocurse you guys know how stupid I get around hotness like that, I blushed really hard but smiled back and went to my seat. And he came back and sat in the last row of chairs (which is all empty) and one seat behind and to the left of me!!!! So I kept turning and smiling at him and he did the same and I was freking the whole time. My friends said I was beet red and they could tell i was trying not to let loose the giggle of doom (not their exact words lol). Evidently he foudn it amusingg or cute or something b/c everytime I glanced at him he would get this big smile and kind of laugh. ^^;;; I have a picture of him on my phone, I wish i could upload it T.T He is always smiling ^^ But the worst part is-- (I was too busy trying not to blush to notice this) My teacher told me he was Japanese and I went OoO OMG I CAN COMMUNICATE!!! So I asked him his name, he didnt answer he just kind of looked at me with these puppy-dog eyes and so I would try to say little things b/c conveniently I had forgotten about a years worth of Japanese XD But then when he was still not getting it (poor baby) I wrote down the kanji for Japan on his paper and he went "Oh! no, no!" and he proceeded to draw me a little Chinese flag ^^ Isn't that adorable?? So it turns out he was Chinese, thus the communication barrier XD But then he saw that I had drawn on my arm with marker and got excited and kept gesturing towards it, I didnt get it at first, and then he started to make little stabbing motions at his own arm with his pencil (o_O) and when i still looked confused he lifted up his Tshirt and he had a tattoo! lol I was surprised, I must say. Hana-chan thought I was making all of this up, XD But he is so adorable ^^ I wish I could speak Chinese but i dont know if he speaks Mandarin or Cantonese ;__; Andanyway I looked it up on the net and it looks waaayyy more difficult than Japanese. Oooh and he saw my Jrock binder (duel jewel on cover today) and got excited (he was always so excited! haha)and tapped on it and made a little noise and i turned around and he had big puppy eyes again and i let him see it, lol. He looked through it for about a minute and then handed it back saying "Singer?" and I just about died on the floor b/c it was the most adorable thing I'd heard all day, lol. Then he saw this pic of Kyo where he had white out contacts and huge lip spikes in and his face went o_O and he double glanced at it and then tapped on it and looked at me, then mitated it by rolling his eyes up a little and looking dead and i almost burst out laughing, it was so cute and hilarious XD Lesse is that all i can ramble about? Probably for now, lol. But the reason it got me sooo happy was b/c A) My day other than thaat period was TERRIBLE ::: and B) I thought I was Asian Kryptonite!! lol Okay well wish me luck you guys, baibai! ~Areina-chan P.S. Visit my blog on MySpace if you want more frequent updates. my nickname on there is Red Beast

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Dentist appointment today...

I'm scared stiff of the dentist. It's only a cleaning but-- I have two cavities that I haven't been telling anyone about, nasty I know, but I am too much of a baby to go, and the teeth are baby teeth anyway and coming out. Needless to say... wish me luck. At leat I get out of gym. The army came to gym class yesterday to put us through excercises. I'm in so much pain right now I can barely lift my arms without wincing. stupid military....*grumbles*

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Weekend

Katie and Jen and Rachel and Hana-chan and Erin all finally came over at once. Rachel and Hana-chan couldn't spend the night but they were able to stay until 11. It was fun. Jen and Katie and I (Sunday after Erin left) went down this bike trail in the woods and found a creek full of little fish and crayfish (those little lobster-like things) and we spent about three hours up to our ankles in water catching the little things with my net. We got about seven of those little beasts... And on Saturday night (night before) Hana-chan and erin and Anthony and this kid named Adam all went to the AB. I'm being not as creepy as I used to be (I hope) and I say hi to the waiter (whose name IS Cameron since no one can make up their minds! I'll just always refer to him as Chi Weng, so there you go. His name is now Chi Weng) and the manager still winks at me every time he sees me...they know. They definitely know. I'm completely dying in school. I didnt have my homework for English today even though I KNOW I put it in my folder when i finished it on Friday. And she didnt haveany extras for me to do so that is another 0 on my grade. I have about 3 days to read that dreadful horrible book or else I WILL fail that class. My Algebra teacher is a power-hungry nazi who throws out detentions for anythign she possibly can. She almost wrote me up on Thursday for telling my friend a movie "sucked". Evidently that word is considered cussing in her classroom. *sigh* I should just drop out and live in a fucking box for the rest of my life.... Homecoming probably wont happen for me. I mean the dance hasn't been cancelled or anything...but it's $15 fucking admission. That is gacktdamn ridiculous. And $10 to reserve a ticket. So I guess I wont be going with my friends like I planned... I'm in a terribly lonely mood once more, and sad as always. So sorry I couldn't make this more interesting... If it's any consolation...I found a new hot Asian boy in my school. I only saw him in his homeroom before school started but he had red hair and he was built kind of like Natsuki-kun. He was very cute. That is the only good thing about Ryle High School. Hot Asian boys are fairly common. Signing off for who knows how long... ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

New Theme

Gackt. Obviously. Not very creative, huh? But he is still a very pretty atmosphere. ~Areina-chan

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Friday, September 23, 2005

ATTENTION ALL MYSPACE USERS

I am going to try to keep up my Myspace account from now on. I used to have one but I neglecte it, to say in the least. If you would like to visit it, my nickname is: Red Beast my picture should be easy to spot...and my profile should be instantly recognizable if you know me and what I like.

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I may not be on as often. I recievd my Progress Report. Bad. F, D, D, C, A, B Very bad. That is why my parents will not know about it. I have to bring them up b4 report cards come in October. I have considered the thought in my previous post... Still fully considering. I haven't been in the best state of mind in a while. So all posts would probably be pretty much the same. I'll change my theme tomorrow, as I 've promised. ~Areina-chan P.S. Two people have deleted their signatures from my guestbook. I wonder if their accounts were just deleted...

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Read at your own Risk

I think everyone else has a life around here but me, really. Everyone always seems to be more busy. I'm probably going to delete my account. I don't do anything useful with it anyway. So if I'm not here suddenly, at least I pre-warned everyone. I am already failing some of my classes. I know it. And it's turning into chaos. And as much as I hate losing all the information I have on here it's important that I try to keep myself as far away as possible from anything that can hurt me or cause me to hurt anyone else further. I’m no kind of person to be talking with… And I have to run. I have to be the weak one in this situation…and run. I’m sorry if I am confusing those who aren’t aware of anything but to those who are-- That was the end of the line. And I can’t take it anymore. I can’t take the dramatics. I can’t take the idiocy. I just can’t take it. I don’t want to be a part of anything that is going to ruin everything all over again. So once more I’ll say it… I have to run away.

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current song: Nidome no Nekare wa :: by Duel Jewel

I really love Duel Jewel... I know it sounds like a stupid fangirl crush but I really do love them so much. It's not even that they are gorgeous, or that every emember is a total sweetheart, it's that their music is just so... so something...I can't even think of the word... It's like no other music has ever made me so happy. I just love it, everything about it. Is that dumb? To be so dependant? I don't care, really, if it sounds stupid or not, because it's what the music does to me and no one can change it. Anyway off the mushy stuff... Yeah I always hated dances too. But I guess this one was pretty fun. Except for the fact that I had to pay $5 to get in -_-;; I'm still pissed about that. That was all the cash I won off my dad in poker...*grumbles in anger* I need to turn into a body nazi... what I mean is I need to start working out. I really do. I decided I need to do SOMETHING with my life other than updating my online journals and finding Jrock stuff (though I'll still do it hehehe). Something HEALTHY. But I don't have a gym and I'd prefer one... and I wouldn't like to do it alone... and I don't know how to start. *sigh* This is gonna be tough, I think, lol. Well *shrug* I have to find something!! If I could find a karate school around here I'd join that again, but I can't find one anywhere. -_-; I really loathe Kentucky. If it wasn't for the many hot Asian guys or my friends here, I think I'd hitchhike back to Utah to see my best friend again. Or perhaps to Tokyo where there are even MORE hot Asian boys... haha I'm only kidding, lol. Freaked you out didn't I? ^_^ ~Areina-chan

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   Gomen nasai minna *frown*

I was at Katie's again. It was unexpected, and last minute. sorry. There was some issues that almost stopped us going to her homecoming but we ended up going and it was pretty fun. I've been to 2 dances b4 and i always hated them b/c i was never brave enough to dance. Last night was the first time I ever danced before and I got to grind and I must say it was pretty fun. I saw some people from my middle school that I knew and it made me happy ^^ Except for the people that I hated from my middle school...and quite a people from my high school (which is supposed to be this school's rival and visa versa) were there. I'm really cold... random, gomen. I was having fun at Katie's and all and we didnt get home last night until about 1:30 (the dance went until midnight, we were there since b4 the doors opened) so we slept a lot of today away. I ended up being alone with Jen b/c Katie had to go somewhere and so did everyone else so me and Jen were just messing around and cooking and stuff. I have homework to do, I should leave. ~Areina-chan ::EDIT:: I know its Saturday, time to change my theme. I'll probably do it tonight...I wanna see Kiwamu-san just a little longer...maybe he'll cheer me up a bit.

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

HAhaha

omg this is getting so old but remember this and bear with me, folks...i have no life so thus: I went to the AB again! Woo!! lol nothing really new, just said hi and almost a repeat of the conversation b4. ^^ It still made me happy though. I'm going to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose with my otosan (dad) in about an hour. I've wanted to see it so bad but my okasan is gonna KILL us b/c she wanted to come see it too. I've seen part of the Exorcist but only clips on tv and it looked pretty stupid, lol. Horror movies are starting to suck so bad -_-;; Oh and I got the next 2 issues of Fushigi Yugi from the library. I've been meaning to read the series forever but never got the chance. ^o^;; I think Miaka and Tamahome are so sweet together. And Hotohori is just drop-dead gorgeous, lol. I'm going to Katie/Jen/Hana-chan's Homecoming tomorrow. I think it's semi-formal so I'm just gonna wear my knee length pleated black skirt and my X Japan shirt *shrug* That is almost formal for me, lol. They are lucky I'm even in a skirt!! I stayed after school today to make up a Science test I flunked and I think I did pretty good on it *nod nod* Oh and I met that girl who I met on my first day who loves hideto-sama and loved my shirt ^^; She hates Mana-sama with a passion evidentally, ^^;;; Katie and Hana-chan are all hating her now even though they've never met her, lol. But today I learned something fabulous!!!!! SHE KISSED NATSUKI-KUN ON THE CHEEK AND HUGGED HAYATO-SAN!!!!! *shrieks* I had to hug her again b/c of it, lol. She is pretty nice sometimes but, even if she is not meaning to, most of the time she looks a bit...stuck up. I dont know her that well, though, so i cant judge. But yeah, she told me that and I glomped her XD Okay, enough for today I think. I have Art Club tomorrow so I may have another late post!!! Baibai!! ~Areina-chan

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