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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-02-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky (soon to be Tennesee...)
Member Since
• 2004-07-20
Occupation
• 9th grade High School student
Real Name
• Alayna [pronounced: Uh-lay-nuh]. (tolerable) Nicknames are: Chibi Excel, areina-chan, bara-chan

Personal

Achievements
• saw/touched D'espairs Ray (best night of my life so far); maintained a reading/spelling level 4 grades above my own since elem. school
Anime Fan Since
• third grade when I met my 1st anime-crazy friend
Favorite Anime
• many many, but my favorites would probably be...Yu Yu Hakusho, Ayashi no Ceres, Kare First Love, & Samurai Champloo
Goals
• Attend a Duel Jewel concert and hug every member ^.^; widen my japanese vocabulary until I can read/speak it more fluently; go to Japan (in whatever way possible); learn how to make a kick ass site and conquer this evil computer!! *clutches keyboard*
Hobbies
• -drawing -writing -listening to visual kei/Jrock -looking at pics of my favorite bands -playing my guitar -playing the violin -playing my keyboard (with as little skills as I have ^^;;) -updating my sites/profiles
Talents
• obsessing (but who can't do that, lol); writing poetry/stories; drawing (in the right mood of course...); complaining *shifty eyes*

myOtaku.com: defectiverose13

Saturday, March 19, 2005

I think I've realized something...

Before this...I never really knew who I was...I know it sounds cliche, but it's true...now though, thanks to many people...I think I know my place. I don't want to die, not yet, it's not my time. Fate will take me when it pleases, but until then, I will take on life's challenges with strength, no matter how much force it throws at me. I want to be strong, I want to find love, and I want to live for some purpose. If I can't find out what that purpose was originally intended to be, at least not right now, then I'll find out as my life proceeds, and until that day, that moment comes, I will create my own reasons for living. My friends, my family, my dreams that have yet to become reality (though I will make them happen, I can do that much), my own sake. This is truly how I want to live, this is my life's purpose. Not to cause other's pain, not to cause myself pain, to help those I can help, and to get help when I need help. And if anyone stands in my way of succeeding in this, I will take them down with everything I have to live for, everything I was given, and everything I have to give.

My thanks goes out to everyone who helped me achieve my solace, anyone who has ever helped me, you did your part, and once again, I thank you.

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