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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-02-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky (soon to be Tennesee...)
Member Since
• 2004-07-20
Occupation
• 9th grade High School student
Real Name
• Alayna [pronounced: Uh-lay-nuh]. (tolerable) Nicknames are: Chibi Excel, areina-chan, bara-chan

Personal

Achievements
• saw/touched D'espairs Ray (best night of my life so far); maintained a reading/spelling level 4 grades above my own since elem. school
Anime Fan Since
• third grade when I met my 1st anime-crazy friend
Favorite Anime
• many many, but my favorites would probably be...Yu Yu Hakusho, Ayashi no Ceres, Kare First Love, & Samurai Champloo
Goals
• Attend a Duel Jewel concert and hug every member ^.^; widen my japanese vocabulary until I can read/speak it more fluently; go to Japan (in whatever way possible); learn how to make a kick ass site and conquer this evil computer!! *clutches keyboard*
Hobbies
• -drawing -writing -listening to visual kei/Jrock -looking at pics of my favorite bands -playing my guitar -playing the violin -playing my keyboard (with as little skills as I have ^^;;) -updating my sites/profiles
Talents
• obsessing (but who can't do that, lol); writing poetry/stories; drawing (in the right mood of course...); complaining *shifty eyes*

myOtaku.com: defectiverose13

Saturday, April 9, 2005

Konnichiwa minna!

*sigh* I'm so bored. Then again when am I not? I go back to school on Monday, unfortunately. -.-;; Back to the secret pits of hell codenamed as classrooms...ugh they drive me crazy! My okasan said if my grades were to improve, however, when I get older I might be able to become a foreign exchange student in Japan! I think it's just a bribe to get me to study harder, because I doubt it would happen with my luck, but hell, I'm destined to try! Lol. I'm not sure what ages apply to that, though isn't it like, 16 or something? *shrugs*

I guess I'm just desperate to get out of here for a little while...life just seems so boring now for some reason. I suppose it always feels that way when you've been in the same place forever...but I move a lot so maybe I'm just used to change and don't find it exciting. All I know is, when and if I go to Japan, no matter how long it takes me, I will track down the whereabouts of my favorite bands, and rub my face all over their property. lol. Obsessed? No, not at all. ^____^

Listening to HYDE at the moment...thinking about things...like last night I was at Katie's house (damn, I'm there a lot...) and I discovered HYDE was 5 foot 1 or something...and his wife is 5 foot 5 inches...o.O interesting, nai? And I also found out how old Chacha is (guitarist from GacktJOB)...45...but he only looks to be about 27ish...it's creepy when that happens. lol.

I guess what I've really been thinking about though is what I'm like..I mean, I beat myself up so much lately...and then when I try to convince myself not to do that, that it is not my fault and I shouldn't be blaming myself, I feel so stuck up...it's strange...and I made my friends feel sorry for me b/c of it, because I would sometimes shut down for a while, be deep in thought about it, you know? I hate it when my friends do that to me, so then I get mad at myself and try to tell myself to stop, but itt doesn't work, and it just gets me deeper into myself...it just seems like I'm such a hypocrite sometimes.

But I don't know if that makes sense...ugh, I'm sorry I'm probably confusing a lot of people. I'll stop before I get even more carried away, after all you guys didn't ask to be my personal shrinks...
~sayonara!
here's some pics to lighten the mood:
Aw, isn't he cute? ^___^

O.O Kami-sama...*drool*

Is that...Mana?! Dun dun DUN!! lol. Actually he's pretty sexy as a guy...whoa that felt weird to say o.O

Shun-sama!! *happy dance* ^_________^ hehehehehe He's so gorgeous...

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