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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-02-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky (soon to be Tennesee...)
Member Since
• 2004-07-20
Occupation
• 9th grade High School student
Real Name
• Alayna [pronounced: Uh-lay-nuh]. (tolerable) Nicknames are: Chibi Excel, areina-chan, bara-chan

Personal

Achievements
• saw/touched D'espairs Ray (best night of my life so far); maintained a reading/spelling level 4 grades above my own since elem. school
Anime Fan Since
• third grade when I met my 1st anime-crazy friend
Favorite Anime
• many many, but my favorites would probably be...Yu Yu Hakusho, Ayashi no Ceres, Kare First Love, & Samurai Champloo
Goals
• Attend a Duel Jewel concert and hug every member ^.^; widen my japanese vocabulary until I can read/speak it more fluently; go to Japan (in whatever way possible); learn how to make a kick ass site and conquer this evil computer!! *clutches keyboard*
Hobbies
• -drawing -writing -listening to visual kei/Jrock -looking at pics of my favorite bands -playing my guitar -playing the violin -playing my keyboard (with as little skills as I have ^^;;) -updating my sites/profiles
Talents
• obsessing (but who can't do that, lol); writing poetry/stories; drawing (in the right mood of course...); complaining *shifty eyes*

myOtaku.com: defectiverose13

Sunday, May 8, 2005

Wow, for

omg, today was hectic. Mother's Day, right, and we were all plannign on goign out to breakfast or lunch or brunch or w/e the fuck it is called, and it was a mess. I just wanted to wear my black zip-up hoodie, my Invader Zim Tshirt and some jeans. But nooooo, my mom had to tell me to change my hoodie b/c it is falling aprat (kind of true, but I dont mind, lol).

I argued that I hate my arms showing (I despise my arms =P) and I wasnt going without sleeves on, so the nmy aunts and cousin got all worked up and what was supposed to be five minutes of throwing on clothes like I usually do, turned into an hour and a half long chaotic mess of them handing me all sorts of weird clothes that I would never wear anyway.

Everyone was telling me, "oh look at this, oh wait you wont wear it, it's not black." I wanted to massacre them! I do not go for clothes only if they are black, and i wasnt denying the clothes b/c they were not black, I was denying them b/c they were not the style I like to wear, and I wasnt comfortable in them! I am self-conscious about many things, I admit it, and I'm not proud of it (quite the opposite), but that contributes to the fact that I'm picky about what I wear sometimes. I hate skirts, for example, unless they are cool ones like gothic lolita or schoolgirl, and they almost made me wear an ankle-length denim skirt with a lacy blue shirt! o.O I am not fond of the color blue...and the skirt thing was a NO.

Finally I just got a red long sleeved shirt on (kind of midriff, which kind of made me not want it in the first place...)and my good old ripped-knee jeans, and then my aunt let me use this really pretty (nearly white b/c my complexion is REALLY fair) coverup imported from Japan (Oh yes, Japan has kickass makeup even, XD. And they teased me about my love for asia! Hah!. The only good thing really was that my aunt has Mana-san shoes (Mana-san would so wear them)! I laughed when I saw them, well, really I didnt but I smiled.

While everyone was fussing over me, I finally said "fuck it, I dont care anymore," and I got so worked up I started crying. It was pathetic, but I hate ppl fussing over me and telling me what I can and cannot wear/do, and it was sooo much attention and that was exactly what they were doing.

*sigh* hope ur weekends went better than mine, baibai for now.

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