It is 10 after midnight right now. About.
Yeah well, I was extremely depressed yesterday. Nothing new, if you know me. Blech...so no sympathy wanted, please, not that I think anyone has any in the first place.
I felt like repeating the past, putting it vaguely, but I found the strength finally to resist. So that kind of helps, knowing that I have the ability to do that...we were SUPPOSED to go to the Asian Buffet, b/c my dad called from work to tell me to get ready to go, and that made me REALLY happy b/c when he called I was, well, as I said before, really down. But he ran later than expected b/c this idiot at his work delayed them from going home before 9:00. And the A.B. closes at 10 pm, so it was kind of pointless. That got me REALLY pissed off b/c it had made me happy in the first place to be able to go, and I had changed into some nice clothes and had done my hair and makeup, etc., then suddenly I couldn't go. But we'll go again soon...hopefully tommorrow. I get angry over some weird things, ne? *shakes head*
I pulled an all-nighter on Sunday night, stayed up until about 6 am. I tried to stay up longer b/c I didnt feel tired really, until I layed down on the couch to watch TV. Damn my lack of common sense, NEVER lay down if you're afraid of falling asleep! Tip for life, people! Gah....oh and I found my necklace ^___^ Yay.
I was SOOOO bored Monday, I wanted to scream! T_T No one was online to talk to and I was not in a fit state to be seen outside of my house b/c I was a bit too lazy and unmotivated to get ready to. *sigh*
I looked up the code of conduct for the *insert curse word of choice here* school I must attend next year (Ryle High). And I must admit, I am going to be miserable. My happiness levels would increase tenfold if I were going to Boone (better high school, SO much better!!), but my parents don't want to drive me there every morning nor do they feel they should have to lie about where we live to do it. T.T
Ryle sucks...badly...Grr...the ruels are so controlling and not ONE of the classes or clubs interest me. Boone on the other hand, has an anime club, has ALL my friends from middle school, not to mention I know a lot of older students there (i.e. Sakura-chan's brother, Jen, Rachel, Hannah, etc.) so Boone feels a lot safer to me. I hate life right now. I honestly do. Thinking about Ryle is like thinking about a gigantic pit of boiling, living acid, just waiting to melt your flesh and consume your bones until you are one with the liquid. No exaggeration. XP
I wonder what would happen if I got expelled....o_o I'd probably be sent to a fucking catholic school...nuns scare me...and I'm not even a christian....okay that idea is out. No expulsion. Nope. No nuns for me.
WAAII!! WILLY WONKA, JOHNNY DEPP STYLE!! Gomen, the commercial was just on, lol. T___T I wanna see that soooooooo bad. I love Tim Burton's films and Johnny Depp makes ol' Willy look H-O-T, lol. In case you don't know, I happen to love Johnny Depp to the death, lol. Ask my friends, I have a folder full of magazines with interviews not to mention the poster/pics on my wall XD it's reminants from last year when I was TRULY obsessed with him. Scary, ne?
Mwahahaha, looks strange does he not? I think I liked him better as Edward Scissorhands.
Well...that is it for now. If necessary I will report later.
baibai!
(Haido-san! *purr* *rubs face on screen* .____.;)
(Natsuki-kun!! ^____^ I love this little weirdo...I love him so much. lol)
~Areina-chan
