Date written: August eigth - ninth
Date posted: August tenth(midnight)
Break’s over.
I had to think some things over.
Get away from this damned computer for a little while.
Exercise some.
Get some air from the outside world.
I liked the feeling. My endorphins were working their happy-magic.
Why is it that we swear on a bible in court?
Just out of curiosity.
I’ve always wondered that actually…
Our country’s laws are based heavily on Christianity and religious circumstances.
I mean what if someone swears on the bible that they won’t lie in court, but they are atheist?
Then what happens?
Or what if they’re Buddhist? Wiccan? Satanist? Something else?
I’ll ask again…
THEN what happens?
Something I think about quite often and never get an answer to…
And then there is the Homosexual Marriage thing…
I’ve talked about it before.
I think it’s the most ridiculous thing to even be DEBATED.
It is based on religious views from everything I’ve gathered.
It is considered a sin to have sexual relations with a member of the identical sex, isn’t it?
I guess I really can’t say since I’m not Christian nor have I ever read anything from a bible.
But I do think it is definitely ridiculous.
I think this is what makes me really detest the dear old president we have right now.
*nods* Well those aren’t the only reasons why I loathe Bush…but they certainly enhance it.
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Yes….
Damn it all to hell I’m in a political mood again.
Someone slap me please.
My guilt complex has completely augmented.
I feel so bad about creeping out those poor guys above Katie.
I mean for gods’ sake I don’t even know their names. Well, I have 2 options of what I think may be the waiter’s name (Cameron or Kevin…not sure), but that is beside the point.
I really wish I could have apologized better, more thoroughly.
But I’m always too shy. Gods I’m pathetic sometimes.
Perhaps if Anthony came he could translate for me, since he likes to talk with the waiter when he and Hana-chan go. I just don’t want to annoy him any more than I may already have. Maybe I can have Anthony ask him indirectly and without mention of my wanting to know what he thinks about me. It can’t be any worse than what I believe he thinks about me, and even if it were I suppose it wouldn’t bother me. Oh hell, who am I kidding. Of course it would bother me if he hated me. I want to make up with him and maybe even start a conversation, I doubt we could ever be friends or something close but at least just be friendly. Or at least have him only think of me as a strange-looking yet still slightly normal customer in the restaurant he works in. I would merely prefer he didn’t think I was a freaky stalker or something. I could care less if he thinks I’m just a little strange or even really strange, I’m used to that. I don’t know…
I guess I’m just hypocritical.
Exactly like the Earth’s inhabitants that I can‘t seem to stand.
*bangs head on desk* *groan*
In honor of Kami-sama, once more I offer a moment of silence for his deceased body, and his wandering soul.
I have a new button I made for my site.
I will be putting it up shortly.
And I recently submitted a poem to ‘Poets Corner’ dedicated to Kami-sama. I don’t know when it will be put up but I will tell you when it is.
Ja ne,
My friends.
::Edit::
We went to the AB today (Tuesday) and everyone seemed fairly normal if not nicer to me since I apologized. I was surprised, I must say. The waiter actually smiled at me and asked me how I was doing. Of course, he stared at me as he walked into the bathroom, but that is normal, heh. He used to look at me a lot and smile, probably teasing me b/c everyone in that restaurant knows we all love him to death, lol. The manager winked at me on the way out b/c right before we left I glanced as the waiter bent to clean a table and I smiled ^^; Not my fault he has a nice ass… ::End Edit::
