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myOtaku.com: DefyingGravity7
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Wah...
I'm losing her all over again...
It's hard to explain, but I'm losing my ex-girlfriend all over again.
We had this thing where we would be close friends but we had no labels, so if someone were to ask "Are you two dating?" and we answered "No", we wouldn't be lying. But now... I think she's dating this guy and I'm incredibly upset about it. She asked me if it was alright, and maybe I should have said no, but she really likes him and, hey, you try being in a room with her, trying to deny her something she wants. I love her too much... I want her to be happy... Plus, everytime people ask, she claims she's "straight"... It's not fair!!! Is it so bad for me to be in love? Am I not allowed to love?! This isn't fair... I'm so miserable around her and away from her... I don't know what to do anymore!!! It's not fair... I know, I know... "Who ever said life was fair?" It's just... I believe I've been punished enough through my life... I don't need the girl I love to do this to me...
*Sighs* Should I give up?...
"There's no point in mourning over a lost love that was never really a love in the first place because if it was never really a love, then it was never really lost... Right?" (~Me)
If that quote has any truth behind it, then maybe she never really loved me and maybe I should just seriously give up on her...?
But...
I don't think I can...
I love her too much...
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