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Friday, February 17, 2006


.....>< continued lol
she glanced at me and didnt answer...and I was like whatever. After we handed in our papers I asked her again and she finally answered me she was lile omg I hate this school I gota a 2 day inschool sepention and I was like why!?! she said that her teacher said that she was raistest (cant spell for beans lol) and I just looked at her man this school is dumb.. and she was like yea no kidding I was talking to my friend and she asked if she liked this guy and she said that she said no not really Im not attracted to indians no offecne she siad to her friend and they started laughing caus eher friend was a girl and then the teacher freaked out and said that she was rasest and sent to her the the princebles and said that she used the word hate numerous times and she didnt and they called her mom and now he rmom is mad (and Im not gonna get in to it) so I was like thats really messed up.. and I said to tell you the truth Im not really attaracted to african americans no offence either oh wow thats so raistest its not like I said ew I hate them or sumthin this school is so freakin messed up.. no kiding she added. the bell rang and I hugged her then she started to ignore me and went up to her other friends.... day went by blah blah blah....lol the n later on I was walking with my friend and we walked up around the lockers to get out and I saw her and my other friend and I was like hey! (her name) and my other friend(the one she said she wasnt friends with) was like making the cut sign like no no no and I was like ....and I went up to her and I was like whats wrong? you ok (her name) and she slightly pushed me away and she was like no what do you think! and I was like hey dont take it out on me! she was like you try spending a couple of days with my mom! and I was like what do you mean I know how things are (her name)!!! (whole other story lets just say she isnt the brightest angel ok) and I was so pissed and she ran up to my other friend (the one she said she wasnt friends with BULL S!!!!) my friend (that was with me at my lockers) she was trying to com me down and I was explaing everthing to her ARGH OMG!!!!!!!!! just talking/writing (lo) pisses me off! ><

yesterday in science my friend DA(the one that JA said that she wasnt friends im use letters to stand for them oki lol)was like heres a note that JA gave to me and I was like ok (I read it and it drove me more insaine "your my best friend I feel like I can tell you anything".....I was a little annoyed cause that what she all ways said to me but I was like whatever) so I old DA what might happen with JA like what she did with me and I dont want DA to get hurt like I did(I think it made her a lil upset tho...

well today I saw her in the moring as I walked in the school I just glanced at her and continued walking... and in science DA looked upset and I had the feeling she was talking to JA and I was like you ok? she nodded are you sure? yea she said under her breath and I was like dont tell JA oki she didnt really answer me. (I have the feeling Im gonna hear sumthin on tuesday ><) well I sat down WOOT KC SITS NEXT TO ME NOW!!! YAY!!! lol anywyas DA come over and tapped me on the head with my binder and she was like heres :3 and I was like tanky and she went and sat down and at the end of the period she was like Im lonaly (where she sat)TT_TT awwwwwww I hugged her mesa sorry.. and thats whats has to do with that...

I hate being abandond or regected and taken advantage of...i've had alot of that... thats why Im so mad about this...

I dont like being mad... I dont... I dont have to worry about stuff like this... theres too much of stuff... I hate being alone aswell... I just want to be happy happy and rarely mad like this....

Im not contsitly upset. Im really happy when Im with my true friends and the ones I love and relaxing by myself drawing n' stuff some times I just want to be like away from people and like have time to my self that I dont mind ^_^ I just hope I can reach my goals and live my life to the fullest ^_^ and same to all of you!

Im sorry if reading this made you upset..I dont mean to bring you down... I just needed to get it out.

and im waiting for something for a dream to come true :3 and Im hoping it dose. hehe ^-^ but sometimes i look too into it and im afraid it wont and then I get upset.. but my mom and aunt said that if its fate. (now you should know what Im talking about lol)

well I hope you all have a great day ^-^

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