Friday, June 2, 2006

sry i havent been updating alot...ill try to do that more and start getting to everyones sites more often...my sisters grad party is this sunday and im totally dreading it but i have been helping around the house so were not in total panic on sunday... *sighs loudly* i honestly dont know what im going to do when she leaves. this is gona suck really incredibly bad... =( well im gona go, thats all i really wanted to say. i love you ryan
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

another pic! i love pics...woo

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1/2 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFTTTT YYAAAAYYYYYYY
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   well...1 1/2 days left til schools out and until the funnest day of my life!!! ryan u know what i mean,lol. *grins*

last night was kinda weird...like ryan came over and i had SO much fun and i was really happy. then when he called me a little bit later, i was still happy ya know...and then all of a sudden it hit me that kayla was leaving and i started bawling! it was BAD. i cried after i got off the phone with him, i cried when i was in the shower, i cried myself to sleep, i woke up at 4 in the morning and i was STILL crying, and so now i look like a racoon.lol, its rather amusing...ud prolly all laugh at me, ^_~ lol... but im a bit happier now... when sunday comes around im gona be so depressed cuz thats her graduation. prolly gona stop eating, cuz thats what i do when im sad... *sighs* well! im gona go cuz i have tons of homework to get done today. i love you ryan, xoxox
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sooo my bf's dog might die...=( that really sucks
... really bad ... i hope hes okay tho ... ryan if u dont tell me what u saw im gona get piss**. ur the one who told me a few months ago that we werent gona hide stuff from each other. so u better tell me. are u still gona want to come over tonite? its okay if u dont want to ... even tho i know ur prolly gona say that ur still comin over. *sighs* i love you babe *snuggles*

blaaahhhhhh ... im bored ... only 2 1/2 more days of school! ^_^ woot woot ... well im gona go i guess i dont really have nething to talk about. im gona try to visit everyones sites today, i havent been too good about getting to em the last few days. had stuff on my mind ... well i love you ryan, xoxo ill see u tonite
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

woo! my internet is back up! yaay...it was down there for a bit and yeh. newayz... today i get to go shopping for nikkis baby (emily!!!) annnd my gpas suprise bday is today too... which means my gma will have made her awsomeness pie! what is it with grandmas and making the best pie? their just...all so good at it! lol, my hairs wet... *shakes head and sends water everywere* hehe... ohhh i got new clothes! yaay for shopping! and i got a new game too, its resident evil zero. its ok, im not much for zombies, they creep me out so! im not fond of it... well im gona go visit some sites and yeh. love you ryan
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Friday, May 26, 2006

   hahaha, so i go into the library at school to get on the compys and the librarian goes all spastic on me cuz its closed for the rest of the year and she was like "aahhh no no NOO its closed! closed ya hear??" and i started laughing at her so she got all flustered and wow it was funny...so i had to wait until i got to botony to get on my laptop. neway! yesterday was fun, went to tkd, got to see ryan *grins* and! i didnt even get grounded for my mom knowing i smoke! she just said that i shouldnt get caught in the act of it, i was like...serious?? woo! lol
i have to work tonite..bleh..oh well i get like 50 bux for it so! its all good,lol. today is the last day i will ever go to school with my sis. ever...wow...and in 3 or 4 months, i will never live with her again in my entire life. kind of depressing really. *shrug* she said shes gona come get me and hunter and were gona party at IU, its gona be awsome! lol, well im gona go check out everyones sites and look at my myspace, i love you ryan xoxo, see ya tonite
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

wooooo buddy i got into some trouble this morning... my mom went into my room and decided to go thru my stuff and found an empty thing of cigarrettes in one of my purses that i carried around in like, 8th grade. so i come out of the shower, and i look up to see my mom hauling back and then WHAM im on the floor. my mom doesnt hit me, ever. she has like once b4 but that was b/c i did something really really bad. so im like gripping my face and shes standing over me and then she threw the cartrige in my face and goes "what the hell is wrong with yoU??" and all i could manage to say was "uhmm" she said well discuss it later soo im guessing im in some sort of trouble...*shrug* im over it...newayz...uhm yeh thats about it i guess. i love you ryan... oh! hah guess what? its 7 months! woo! lol that just kicked in, im smart. i LOOOOVE you! xoxoxo see ya tonite babe
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

im in a somewhat better mood...i feel kinda bad tho cuz i fell asleep last night and i didnt get to talk to ryan for like, 5 minutes...=( i have something to ask u by the way, ill talk to u later about it. i duno it was like, as soon as u mentioned her my whole mind just shut down. i duno...*shrug*

newayz...i talked to my uh sorta kinda friendish person...lol, if that made any sense at all. i havent talked to her for like a month or so...
yeh...what is it with her phone that the only time she/i can actually reach each other over text message is when its important. any other time it wont work...strange...neway! im bored...so im gona go, love you ryan xoxoxox
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

   i come to school, in a good mood. then i get a nasty look from someone i was hoping would grow up and get over all of this. but no. i guess not. i guess that they will never grown up, i guess that theyre gona stay in this little world of theirs, pushing the blame onto everything else instead of accepting that the whole issue was actually them. w/e. fu** you too.

see, now im in a bad mood. great. thanks a lot do***he bag.
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