Sunday, April 9, 2006

   i figured out why i wasn't able to comment on everyones sites! it was because my parents downloaded that gay norton antivirus thing and it was like, blocking me from it!...my parents think they have blocked me from everything, but! mahaha, i am amazing and once again have overcome their faulty attempts to protect me from w/e their...protecting me...from.yeh...newayz!

This weekend was rather dull, other then the tennis match yesterday...hmm...i basically sat around today. went to church (kicking and screaming,lol) uh...went to pizza hut, played my game, drove around, and now im here.doing nothing...yeh...well im gona go visit everyones sites now,ttyl!

I love you ryan!xoxo
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Saturday, April 8, 2006

   Brrrr...OMG!!!today was so much fun but so freaking cold!jeez...i got to school at 9 and i was wearing my tennis skirt, not realizing how cold it was outside, i step outside the car scream "HOLY SH**" and run back inside,lol...but!i lost my first match 8-4 (this girl was cheating so much it rediculous! >_<) and i won my second match 8-0...so it was agood turn out...^_^ well im gona go, love you ryan!
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

   Todays thursday!!!woo!!!i get to see ryan *dances around* im in a fairly good mood...even tho im at school right now. i hate school, and everyone in it but i just keep thinkin about what ryan told me to think about and its keeping me quite happy,lol...lalalaaaaa...had our first tennis match last night.i was gona be the #1 singles JV but!!i had to go to flippin beef n boards with jordan and so i didnt have enough practices. and y aknow what else?if i hadnt gone to there, i wouldnt have gotten in a fight with ryan and stuff...so im kinda mad at myself for wasting my moms 30 bux and going to something with someone that im not even friends with nemore. great!i wasted a good 12 hours of my life. *laughs* oh well! im still happy, 10 years! thats what i keep thinking, 10 years...mmmmm....*daydreams a bit* i think im so happy cuz im really really really tired,lol...
well im gona go cuz im out of words...gona visit some ppls sites, since my compy at home wont let me comment on anyones sites. bleh...i love you ryan! see ya tonite
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

   *rubs eyes* sorry about my earlier posts...(that apology is to the ppl that dont know whats going on and dont care) but i needed to get that out of my system. Im goin through alot of stuff right now...and it sucks. I hate my school, the people in it, i cant trust anyone, i hate my family, and im stuck there for another good 1 1/2 years...*sigh* i duno, everyones getting mad at me b/c of stupid stuff. and im just sick of it all...i duno

anywayz, i have another week before grade cards come out...im prolly gona get grounded. oh well, i dont even care, if they say i cant leave or do anything ill just flat out take the keys and leave. I dont care what they think anymore. *shrug* i duno...im just really really confused about everything...well im gona go cuz i dont want to be in the library when shes in here. The sound of her voice is pissing me off.

I love u ryan, thx for bein there last night... love you babe xox
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

so i get this sh**ty phone call from someone, no names, just a someone.and it like, totally pissed me the fu** off.i wasnt gona say anything more about what i wrote on here about, i wasnt going to start anything.but no!i get a call, get bitc**d at for like 20 minutes for it.ive got the freedom of speech on here, its my opinion, not neone elses.if u dont like my opinion, say so.i dont care!just done call me up and start gettin shi**y with me, tellin me that im "blocking" my friends b/c of my boyfriend. i dont want a fu**ing counseling session over the phone from my ex best friend.f**k that sh*t.im so tired of people telling me "oh my angela, ryans chaning you so much!your not the person i like anymore" blah blah blah. he never asked me once to change for him, i did it willingly, the only reason ppl dont like me now is b/c they dont like ryan.well guess what hun?!?REALITY FU**IN CHECK!i dont give a f**k what you think of me, my boyfriend, or anything else. we dont get along, we fight all the time, weve both changed so much and ya know what?maybe we werent meant to be best friends forever, maybe this is fate.u cant change fate.im actually happy about having a boyfriend who loves me, and u cant be happy about it.and ya know why?its prolly b/c deep down, u still love him and ur mad b/c ryan and i are actually going somewhere in our relationship and u guys didnt work.im sorry that u hate him for that but ya know what?get over it.

*sigh* well i got that off my chest, im done.i love u ryan,see ya tonite babe
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Monday, April 3, 2006

does neone know why i cant look at my own comments or comment on neones site nemore?
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   i can tell that this is gona be one of those days where i seriously just want to stab every1 in the face and then laugh at them as they lay there bleeding to death.

just so u all know, im a bit of a demented person.if u dont like that, too f**kin bad.i really dont care what u think of me.
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   i didnt really sleep that much last night...kept wakin up and stuff.*yawn* im at school now, SB is FINALLY over...god it was so freakin boring!!nd ya know what the first thing that happens to me is?i get hit on by some guy i dont even know, never seen him nor talked to him b4 in my life...id look back over my shoulder and hed be walking after me lookin at me...so id walk faster, and hed go faster.and then i was like, F**k this, and went in the bathroom...jesus i cant stand neone here.i cant wait til i can move out and away...goin to texas after college!!!woo!!!i honestly dont have ne friends here right now.other then shelly nd nikki..i dont talk to jordan, and when i come into the school, i see her but dont say hi dont talk to her and she does the same.shes too obsessed with mitch the bi**h.(thats what nikki shelly nd i named him)i dont care if their goin out, i really could care less.she ran up to me to tell me that they were goin out and i was just like, i dont give a f**k.i hate him but w/e,i hate a lot of ppl.im over it...*sighs* well im gona go visit some sites...wonder if itll let me put comments now...*shrug* w/e, i love u ryan,ltr
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Saturday, April 1, 2006

   gr...well i would be commenting on everyones site, but its not letting me for some reason... ill have to figure out why tho... *shrug* i duno...im kinda mad, cuz i was gona go to the movies with ryan and dallas but i couldnt go...=(
i wasnt the happiest person alive, i pretty much punched everything in site cuz i got yelled at for some stuff, and its a long story...but not being able to go made me more mad.*sighs* oh well, im gona go.i love u ryan,hope u had fun at the movies. *hugs* hope i can see u tomoro,ltr
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Thursday, March 30, 2006

   my compys bein all weird...it wont let me comment on neones site....SO!ill have to comment on everyones whenever we get our dsl hooked up tomoro...*grins* i cant wait cuz i am so sick of havin to wait for stuff to load!lol

newayz, i got my lisence uhm yesterday!lol,i had fun driving by myself...dont have the rentals yelling at u to "WATCH OUT FOR THAT!" or "OMG *slams on imaginary brake* STOOOOOOOP!" so annoying,lol...hmmm

i bit my lip today, hurt like hell...my cheek is all swollen so i look fat,haha...hmmm,well thats about it, im still on spring break right now.im bored as ever...wish i was back at school actually,lol, thats so sad...well im gona go,love u ryan, ltr
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