Friday, March 23, 2007

ok im bored and its almost 5th hour and its pouring down rain which means tennis gets out half hour early AND me and hunter get to go to the mall and buy new outfits for tonite...which im excited for cuz i get to see ryan and i get to hang with hunter again cuz i totally mised her it was sad...=( wellll im gona go now! <3
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ok im happier then i was..the only trouble i had was when i heard someone say "hey ryan! kara!" and i was like, omg and ended up crying again but thats better then yesterday when i just sobbed the whole day. ill get over this were gona make it i know we will. its not like he slept with her...i duno i guess it just hurts that he kissed her and i still havent slept b/c everytime i close my eyes i see them...im not even mad anymore and on a scale of one to ten on the forgiveness scale im allready at a 8 but i think im more hurt more then nething at the fact that he kissed her. blah..i duno. i gota go tho, ill update later

love yas

love you babe

<3
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Thursday, March 22, 2007

this

is

the BIGGEST

load

of

crap

ever.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

their thinking about slowly putting me back on that medicine that was messing me up so bad...not too happy about that. oh well

i lost 4 pounds. not eating right i guess. never hungary, oh well!

tennis skirts are soooo cute im in <3 with them lol

and its almost friday which means double date with hunter and her boo and me and my boo! yaaayyy im excited hehe

<3
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

so i totally got in a huge fight wiht a teacher today and i wouldnt talk to him then he felt bad and blah blah blah. hehe

i won another tennis match! we were down 5-0 then came back and won 7-6 soo that was fun! teehee, now im guarenteed a spot on varsity so yaaayyy

<3
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

if i post something on here and its about my life.. like the whole pill incident and how i do bad stuff but keep it in check...thats MY life. not neone elses. and i realize that you may have your own seperate opinion about what i do and if its wrong or right, but its not ur life so i can do what i damn well please. so dont come on here and bitch and tell me im stupid and blind and how its a weakness. keep it to urself.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

i cant wait til im off this stupid medicine its annoying the sht out of me. the only reason i keep taking it is cuz ryan told me to. ive only got another month but god fkn dmn im so sick of it. yea, its making my skin look awesome, but its messing with my head and i cant handle this sht.
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i won my varsity challenge..yay! it was 6-3 6-4. i was excited hehe. ive lost like stomach weight too so thats cool...and! im getting tan. woo!

thats it...ltr peeps. <3
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

haha welllll i wish i could say i havent smoked or took a pill for a month...but! i havent. oh well.

i made varsity tennis!! wooo
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

no worries goober its all good. i dont care if my friends tell me what to do its just when ppl that dont know me at all, like, never talked to b4 in my life, start complaining. i know that it wont turn out good but im keepin it in check compared to 8-10 grade b4 i met ryan
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