Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST!!!!WOOOOOOO *dances around wildly*
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Monday, March 27, 2006

   SB is boring,lol...i still have the rest of this week too...bleh,oh well, no schooL!newayz...i duno what to talk about really...i got in a fight with my dad again, he was bein a dick and got all upin my face and was yellin at me and as soon as i yelled back he just shoved me as hard as he could and i fell backwards and i think i got whiplash or something cuz now my neck hurts but it ended in me yelling "i effin hate u"...such a lovely family >_<...well im gona go, wana watch a movie or two.love you ryan,ltr
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Saturday, March 25, 2006

   well...im bored...and cold...and want ryan to hurry up and call me so i can get out of this d**n house. *rubs eyes/coughs* i have freakin bronchitus now, it hurts like he** to breath, im slowly discovering that i cant trust any of my so called close friends, im either losing or have lost all of my friends and my best friend of 16 years has discovered that the cancer she defeated 3 years back will come back in 7 years and most likely kill her.wow, can my life get any fu***ng worse right now?oh!!!and my fav pants of all time ripped.stupid pants...grr

oh, happy 5 months babe love u
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Why do people lie?why do people blatently lie to your face? you think that you can trust them, you go to them for everything, and then you find out that you were just being used, lied to. You cant trust anyone in this world, noone...i thought i could trust my closest frinds, the ones i told everything to, the ones i went to when i was upset.but no...i end up getting lied to.i ask for a tylonol from my friend, u know what i get?PCP.i ask for a drink of water from a closer friend, ya know what i get? some kind of alcoholic drink that made me dizzy nd have a horrid headache. i cant trust neone in this world, except for one. u know who u are, but the rest of u...theres no trust left in me.i give up on all of you. go use someone else
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ooooooooooooooooooooook!

efboogity...efboogity

im IN-CO-HEEEEERANT!mahahahha

the lovely jordanisms at 8 in the morning

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   jeeeeez im tired,lol...we didnt get home until around 1230am and im at school right now.so im just like...zZzZzZzZ...lol...newayz!i get to see ryan tonite!yaaay!that makes me really really happy, and tomoro is our 5 month ann.!^_^ im like literally so tired that i have no idea what is going on...bleeehhhh *bangs head on desk* i really do need to wake up ive got 3 tests today!!!...well im gona go visit some sites, so ttyl! ilove you ryan
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Im goin to beef n boards today!im in a better mood then yesterday too so that makes it all better. yestrday was uhm..."rough" ill just leave it at that.someone i thought i could trust to talk to was trying to do something and i almost got in a fist fight and blah...but yeh,im really happy today ^_^newayz...we have some talker dude comin in today...hes like,gona act like hes a black slave from way back when, im not racist, ive got a lot of african american friends...but im so tired of people coming in to talk to us, and basically call all the white people racists and sh**.its like,GET OVER IT ALLREADY!jeez, i mean...i dont care, they can talk all they want to, but i dont wana hear it at 8 freakin 30 in the morning. honestly ppl...not evry1 is a racist!!!so get over it.were all created equal...*shakes head*
I had to set my myspace to private and where ppl comment, i get to approve of them b4 they can get posted on my site. b/c ryan kept gettin mad cuz stupid ppl keep commenting over him, when its really not that hard to just,ya know, not comment.*sigh* i hate stupid people...kills me,lol...hmm...4 days til my lisence!GOOODDDD i cant wait, cuz then i can drive over to marshall by myself on thursdays, its gona be great!woo!!!*dances around* this is startin to be rly long. well,longer then normal...im gona go just so i dont annoy all of u more!lol, love you ryan xoxo

OOHHH YEH!ryan, since im gona be on a bus tonite until like, 12, ill have to call u then...i may have an issue of getting free to call u.but ill make sure i get to,mk?love you ltr
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

   well, im back in school finally. i was so bored yesterday!lol, i got my room in place though.so thats all good...jordan apparently is dating mitch now.freakin finally!jesus...he took long enough...lol

hmmm...only 2 days til were on SB!one day til beef n boards, and 5 days till i get my lisence!woo!!man i cant wait til i can drive...im gona be goin to marshall all the freakin time once i get my car...im gettin a grand pri hopefully, they are SO awsome!!lol, hmm...im in a good mood.strangely enough...*sigh* long story, i should be in like a bad mood but im not.im happy.=D...well thats about it, so im gona go.i love you ryan xoxo
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

woo!!!i can finally not wory!!!AANNDD its a two hour delay tomro!!!WOOOOO
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everyday that goes by is making me more and more worried...ryan, i think u know what im talking about.*sighs* ...well we had a snow day today.theres like 7 inches outside, pretty awsome.except for the fact that now i cant see ryan, unless his parents randomly let him drive all the way over here in the snow...which i highly doubt.thad be nice!lol,i cant see him until friday...=(...but!im going to beef n boards on thursday so thatll be fun, and sb starts next week!woo!well im gona go,love you ryan...ttyl
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