Sunday, March 5, 2006

two days.there keeping him over for two days now...tonight and tomoro...ok see now im effin worried beyond believe,i wana go see him!!but i cant!
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my dads in the hospital...i dont know what to do, cuz my mom isnt home...they dont know whats wrong with him but theyre making him stay there over night and they never make u stay over night unless theres something wrong...i didnt even know he was there until he called me ten minutes ago.hes having severe chest pains and i mean..him and me are finally getting along and now hes sick.what if something really is wrong?his dad died at 50 cuz of heart problems...my dads 49...great,now im scared,worried and crying....ive never said this b4 but i want my daddy
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ball state was actually pretty gay.im mad at someone, got in a fight with another, and about got sick cuz the food didnt agree with my stomach.friday night i got 3 hours of sleep, so im exhausted last night.i got to bed at midnight and i get a phone call at 10 am,its jessi.im like, "who the f*" and roll over pick the phoneup say "im f* sleepin go the f* away" and hung up.thats what im like when im tired,so happy!lol...newayz...im gona go,i have to finish this stupid group project.key word group,whos doing all the work?that would be me *sighs* oh well, im over it i guess,love you ryan ltr
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   its...FRRRRIIIIIDDDAAAYYYYYY!!!woo,lol...goin to ball state tomoro with jojo nd jessi nd the whole german class!im so excited...lots of yummy german food...hmmm...went to ihop last night,i got a milkshake and kept takin fingerfulls of ryans whipped cream and that cinaman stuff off his pancakes...it was yummy,haha...hmmm well thats about it,oh!ryan,if u read this text message me and tell me what movie were goin to.theres not much out right now..my friend kelsey said that ultraviolet came out today and that it looked pretty good.actually it doesnt really matter what movie we go see,we wont be there long,;) well im gona go.love you ryan
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   I left 10 minutes ago and i allready miss him like crazy...*sighs* cant wait til tomoro ryan,lol...u better not turn the heat on in ur car,ill f***in cry,hahah,love you babe xoxo,sry i ate all of your icing stuff off ur pancakes... it was good!!!lol,love you
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   Im in a better mood...things are sorta kinda gettin better.other then the whole cant see ryan tonite thing...jaz's bf is doin better, hes cheered up considerably.so i think hes gona be ok, and my other buddy is doin good too.soo my friends are all alot better.jordan gets to sstay the night on friday b4 ball state...man i gota get up at 2 in the morning!!!hafta be at school by 4.crazzzyy!!!itll be fun tho...hmm..i had this really weird dream last night, i was at ryans house and i was pregnant.like,had a big belly and everything.but i was cryin and stuff cuz i found out that it wasnt even his baby,it was billy carnells.(who is this kid i knew from middle school who dropped out of highschool and is on drugs...soo i duno why it was his kid,lol)it was strange...just like muah!haha,well im gona go, i wana get a pop b4 the bell rings.love you ryan, sry i cant go tonite...well i LOVE you bunches ttyl
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   man!ok sooo jordans goin with me to ball state this saterday!!!!!!but!downside of this,my other bff's boyfriend tried to kill himself the other day by bringin a gun to school...and my other friend is wantin to kill himself.so now im all worried about my buddies...uhm...i cant talk to ryan tonite either :( that makes me rather sad.well,foods ready so im gona go eat,love u ryan ttyl
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   good song...

Hmm, oh yeah
It will never end, no
Never never end

You and I share a lifetime
Laughter, sunshine and rain
So secure
Yet sometimes with life comes change
Close my eyes
You'll be there and I know our love will never end
Hmm

Living alone can be lonely
Imagine living without you
By myself with no one and no place to run to
Once before, but never again
'Coz I know our love will never end

Even if you're far away, miles apart
It will never end
Even if I lose my way, I'll keep the faith
It will never end
It will never end
Having you near, what a feeling
I treasure each moment as they come
It's a fact that our love is true love that's begun
Holding, touching, entrusting to
And I know, our love will never end

Now nothing could be better
Than what we have together
It's funny how time made us to be
The love that grows between us
Is what we need to keep us
Forever now and all eternity

Now even if you go away, miles apart
It will never end
Even if I lose my way, I'll keep the faith
It will never end
It will never end
It will never end

Even if you go away, miles apart
It will never end
Even if I lose my way, I'll keep the faith
It will never end

Something that was meant to be, you and me
It will never end
It will never end

Say it will never
Say it will never
Say it will never, never end
Ooh
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Weeeelll things were going really good for a long time there.i was happy,life was good...then!things all went kablam and now its like...wow life sux right now.ill keep my complaining to a minimal...basically,ppl around school are just being biznitches,my parents are being a**holes, and im really tired of ppl running their mouths.i mean,i really could care less what u think about me.u can call me a bit**, who*e,sl*t,i dont even care.i wont say one word,but seriously,ur wasting ur time b/c...
I
DONT
CARE
ok?u ppl have dfinately wasted a good 2 days of ur life, running ur mouths about me.congrats!!!arent u sooo proud of urselfs.u ppl are the reasons kids bring guns to school and go postal.nice work, i applaud u
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate this group project thingy,like seriously i got stuck with the worst ppl...other then abby,shes cool.but these ppl in my group are just total MORONS!!they were complaining about having to write a freaking 3 sentance paragraph.O M G cry me a river u lazy bums...and i know for a fact that im gona have to do all of this stuff.which just gives me a major headache cuz like, noone else will work.which means man o man im gona be in a really bad mood ALL week...yeh,ok i feel better.i needed to vent that off...kay well im gona go.ltr
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