Wednesday, February 22, 2006

   *bounces around* weeee
finals!!!!aaaaahhhh *runs away to texas* why did i pick texas?i duno, newayz, today i have my german 2 and gym 2 final...fun stuff yo,not really.ick...i studied alot last night,i was so proud.i was up til about 2 am studying.i was like, "gah!must...study!!!" hm...well last night mrs.humphrey called nd needed a babysiter this saterday and my sis couldnt do it so now i have 2 do it nd im gona be babysitin from 645-midnight and theres gona be 4 kids...i had about 10 dreams that somehow, someway i killed or one of the kids did somethin to try and kill me.it was horrible, lol...im so paranoid...u would be too if u have to babysit 4 little kids for almost 6 hours that uve never met b4 in ur life!oh well,their really rich so apparently ill be getting like 50 bux for doing this.soo thats a good amound of pocket cash for me ^_^ well, im gona go...gota get to gym so i can start my final.ooo-rah...im so excited,uhm...yeh,love you ryan xoxo
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

yes thats right, im adding a second post to this...it just shows how friggen bored i am.im so upset right now...i guess too many things are goin on *big sigh* i cant tell if im upset about the fight with ryan,if its cuz my friend got shot in iraq,or if its cuz of the rental scene...i duno...its just like,all of it hit at once and now im just.bleh.ya know?i duno,im confused.im tryin to stay upbeat and happy cuz all of my friends are,their all really woo!but im just kinda sittin here staring straight ahead really close to crying.*bigger sigh* dang it...i hate it here.
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   Hello...*yawn* im bored, and being at school isn't really helping any.im dressed up tho so i guess that makes me feel a little bit better...*shrug* newayz, had a horrible day yesterday.everything hit all at once and yeh...not even gona go there.hm...finals start tomoro, yuck.dont like those, they suck!lol, i think everyone can agree with me on that...unless your really weird and like finals.then u should get smacked.really,really hard.

i really dont wana go to gym...or to uh,uhm...whats his face, mr.pickens class.hes such a sexist!like,if a guy raises his hand, hell call on him immediately.but if a girl raises their hand, he wont call on them.i had my hand up for 15 minutes one time, and he called on every single guy b4 he picked me.i got so mad!i have to yell his name to get him to finally call on me.*shakes head* newayz...uhm...well, im gona go cuz im outa words.so ill ttyl, love ya ryan
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Monday, February 20, 2006

Hello...im bored...and my eyes are all puffy...bleh.um,i really dont know what to say,im out of it right now so i guess ill just update when im not out of it tomoro at school.ltr,love you ryan
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

SO *gasp* MUCH....STUDYING!!i have been at it for the last 7 hours...gah!so boring,my head is gona splode!lol...well...OMG jordan,i love you chicka and im so sorry that i couldnt come get you...i swear i would have,but u know my parents.are you ok?u better call me,ill buy you minutes i dont care,just call me so i know ur allright...ok?
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   I would just like to say that i hate being a girl, if any of the girls out there know what i mean by that...lol, anywayz, im so sleepy!i woke up at 9 cuz my fire alarm started going off and then my dad must have thrown something at it cuz i heard something fly by my door, then the 'beep' turned to a 'be-' and shutoff...so!i couldnt get back to sleep.oh well... went to a testing yesterday,im now a green belt.woo!ryans a high blue...hes got the tape now,oh shoot!hahaha,well,i think im gona go.love you ryan,hopefully ill see ya tomoro
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Friday, February 17, 2006

   For the ppl that didn't know what a turkey was,it's when you bowl three strikes.lol...newayz...im sorta in a rut with my bff right now.my parents,well...my mom,is pretty mad at her.b/c she keeps lying and stuff,which is gettin me in trouble with her parents.i duno..its weird,but my mom wont let me be around her til she straightens up.so im pretty upset with that,i mean shes my best friend in the whole world.i was on the phone with ryan last night crying most of the time...i hate it when stuff like this happens.its so aggervating!hm...hahaha,me nd my sister were in the car and shout came on,so we had it up full blast screaming shout a bunch.it was so funny,ppl must have heard us b/c they kept staring at us,i was cracking up...hm...well,i guess im gona go cuz i have like nothing else to say.love ya ryan,hope i see u tonite.if not ill see ya tomoro.
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

i bowled a 124!!!i got a turkey thing on the last frame,i was like yaahhh!!!!!!lol...hmm,well i just thought id say that i did good bowling!lol,uhm,love u ryan,ttyl
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Ello...im havin a better day i suppose.get to see ryan,so that makes me happy.uhm,not feelin too good.i cant eat nething,cuz i cant really keep it down.so!im just drinking alot of m.d. and water,which prolly isn't good for me b/c i need to eat.but i dont feel like barfing everytime i eat,so im just not gona eat.im not anorexic tho,so shutup ryan.hahha,this is ur fault in the first place!lol,jpjp,newayz...
hmm,going bowling again today.fun stuff yo,i got a 108 on the first day and a 100 on the second.not too bad i guess...this creepy girl is staring at me,gross...OMG she wont stop staring!!!god,thats weird!almost as weird as the random black cat sittin on top of the two story house's roof.just...sittin there,it was creepy!!!lol,uhm,well im outa words so im gona go.love u ryan,cant wait to see u tonite even tho im just gona be like "bleh dont touch me" lol,ltr
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   rain,i love rain...im gona go dance in it...aw i wish i had someone to dance with me.actually,i just need ahug,lol.its been a really hard day and i need a big hug.*tear
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