Saturday, March 10, 2007

i hate it when ppl complain about me doing drugs and shit. its so annoying. its my life not theres and if theyve never done drugs then they dont know how much fun it is so yea. sorry...random but im just annoyed with someone
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Friday, March 9, 2007

wellll first off ryan doesnt have a drug problem. if neone has one its me, but i control it better then most. if ryan wasnt around id be screwed up constantly soo yea.

second off, yes im being backstabbed by stupid hos that go to this school. screw them too.

oh, and the medicine im on is changing my moods and its starting all this crap with ryan and im gona end up causing us to break up so im kinda upset about that right now.
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

hey...havent posted for a while. thought i would i guess. schools alright, me nd ryan are still together (16 months now) i still hate my dad my g.pa is still dying im still being backstabbed and yet i somehow make myself believe its ok and tennis is starting and i dont want to play. joy
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

it wasnt even a fight. its a wonderful thing called backstabing. the word bitch goes in there sumwhere 2

i dont even know what the hell i want anymore

im confused. . .about everything.

plus my god damned back hurts and its pissing me off
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

this is for andy

im giving up on trying to make everyone happy, and not myself. im giving up on caring. im giving up on trying to make my friendship with michelle work. im giving up on lying to myself and making myself think that everythings alright when its clearly not.
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i, angela dawson, am officially giving up
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

sooo im at school and bored...blah
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Monday, January 8, 2007

Ok u worded it better there. before you made it sound like thats what he was doing to me. so i got kinda in a huffy,lol

neway! i have fluid in my lungs. yuck. thats apparently why my asthma was like freaking out cuz after tennis i couldnt breathe and it sucked. soooo now im on antibiotics and thats no fun cuz now my other meds dont work. stupid asthma...stupid tennis...ughhh
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no offense...but u completely just like hit me in the face when u said he only loves someone when they "put out". so im going to test your theory. im going to tell him that im not going to do anything with him for a month. see what he does. im a paranoid person,. ive been screwed over so many times that anytime someone says something like that, i get paranoid and shit. so ya. im off to test this theory.
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

soo

andy

what about me and ryan?

does our relationship not really matter since were in highschool?

i agree to disagree with the whole highschool thing.

me and ryan actually have a chance at stayin together. unlike other couples, hes moving closer to go to college and not further away. so hah
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