Wednesday, January 3, 2007

well...schools back in. i hate it of course. evryones making me mad. including my so called best friend. whom really isnt my best friend any more... ever have one of those times where u just feel like ur losing everyone close to you and you feel so lonesome like noone really cares about you? yea. been havin one of those times. for like 3 weeks now. its not really any fun.

on a good note my grades are freaking awesome right now, ive lost 3 lbs, and im planning on dumping like another 20. my bf doesnt seem to think that i can lose that much b/c i have so much muscle in my body or something like that. ill post like before and after pics lol, itll be a LONG while b4 i lose it all tho. i wana get down to a size 5. thats about as small as i can get unless i get back on coke and shit and thats not a good idea. nuh uh lol, neway im gona go cuz im bored of typing and im gona go straighten my hair and finish up my bright red nails hehe.

<3
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

sometimes i wish i could see more of him

other days i wish he would go away

today is one of those days where i just wana be in his arms and never leave them


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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

ok i have like 2 seconds to update...had a good xmas, i fell down the stairs today and hyperextended and did something to the muscles in my elbow so now i have this goofy lookin thing on my waist that has 2 velcrow things on my upper arm and by my wrist so i can really move my arm at all..rather uncomfy and ugly so im not too pleased. oh well! i hope everyone had a great holiday!!! have fun on new years!!!
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Monday, December 25, 2006

   MERRY CHRISTMAS ERRYONE...erryone? hahahah that sounds so...wanabe gangster...hahah i love it! neway, i wont be on for a long time so merry xmas to everyone and have a happy new year, im off to play my new games and snuggle with my bear! yay!

i duno why i put this he doesnt respond to it nemore but w/e

i love you ryan
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Saturday, December 23, 2006

i just woke up...its uhm...1112 am...i still feel sickish so yea. me and ryan had...uh...fun i guess last night. kinda. yea neway im gona go back to sleep i feel like shit not gona lie.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

   It doesnt show that our mom is a photographer does it? lol, i love my sissy poo, shes my hero! im on the left kaylas on the right



Me and my best friend in dah ho wide world! im sittin on top of her lol, and michelles on tha bottom



Me and my babi boy <3


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Monday, December 18, 2006

Fergalicious is a nickname for one of my fav. song artists...thats for magnus lol, and taladaga nights is really funny, it has will ferrell in it and its just a good movie. =)

neway...im waitin for my partner to gte in here annnddd yea. here she is! bbye
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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Song o the day: Gwen Stefani-Yummy
Word o the day: Fergalicious mahaha

soo im bored and my sisters havin her bday party. which leaves me to sit around and wait for michelle to get here so we can go uhh have some fun aannddd ya. i think i might go watch a movie...hmm... i think talladega nights is in order lol.

SHAKE N BAKE MAN SHAKE N BAKE
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

   Baby, baby when you’re looking deep in my eyes
I know you’re seeing past my make-up
Into the little girl that used to hide out and cry
When her parents fought
Tryin’ to be strong

You can see the hurt in me
The cover ups so secretly
And all that I aspire to be
You see, you see
You know who I really am
No entourage or caravan
And do u even give me a damn
All about that, tell me

[Chorus]
Would you love me if I didn't work out or I didn't change my natural hair
I could be the one you want to grow older with, baby
I’ll give you all that I got

See, I don't mean to scare you now and push you away
Cause I’m not tryin’ to rush anything
But when i look into your eyes I'm not scared you'll say,
I see little you, I’m in the picture too

Like a happy family tree
We’re together constantly
This could be eventually
We’ll see, we’ll see
But all that I have got to know
Is with me baby will you grow
Through sun and rain and heavy snow
Oh tell me so now baby

[Chorus x2]

[Will.I.Am:]
It’s as simple as one and two
I’m in love with you
And three and four
You’re all I adore
To the seven and eight
See I’ve been making mistakes
Cause when you’re on my mind
I just cant think straight
Back to the five and six
I’m all in the mix and I'm all into you
Without the lipstick
Without the L’Oreal
You remain the same angel that I fell for
For real, for real
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gnomes are cool...i have these two shirts and they say "just hangin with my gnomies" and the other has a big gnome on it and it says "you dont gnome me" hahaha their awesome

so i got to be a mentor of this 4 year old today and her parents are in jail and shes adorable. i wanted to take her home and keep her all for myself. she looked like me too...with ryans hair, it was weird. neway! she had those cute glasses that make ur eyes look huge, but it just made her look cuter lol

oh and i made a ninja cookie hehe
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