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• angela renae dawson

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

this is how my mind has worked the last two days
fast or slow?
fast

weapon?
gun

back up plan?
swallow a bottle of sleeping pills

who would care?
ryan

Noone else?
nope

what about my parents?
they told me to do it so why not

what if it doesnt work?
well...then ill run my car off a bridge once i get out of the psych ward

you cant take it back you know that?
yea i know

why though?
because its going to happen sooner or later

story of your life?
damn right it is
.................................................
thats the convo ive had in my head over and over again. so whats stopping me you ask?

the love of my life

yea, things will "get better" and i shouldnt "talk like that". but it wont get better it hasnt gotten better and it never will. i know i shouldnt talk like that b/c its selfish and stupid some might say, but in my head, its the only other way to finish it.
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