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Wednesday, March 8, 2006


   Hey babe...
ryan, i dont want u to fukn shoot urself, thats retarded!why in the world would i have told u that i wanted to spend my life with u if i wanted u to blow ur brains out??I love you...
more then nething in this world, and just cuz ur a total retard and a dick now and then doesnt matter to me.dont u think that i would have said fck this and left if i didnt care?i really shouldnt have blown up on u like that last night, but thats what ive held inside of me for 4 1/2 months now.b/c everytime u get mad at me, i just take it.ive taught myself to not talk back, to just keep it inside b/c of my dad.whenever i talked back to him i got hit...so i just learned to take the pain.well, the whole u goin to prom with chelsey thing and u not listening to me just set off a chain reaction and everything blew up...im sorry ok?i feel like a ttl btch for yellin at u and makin u feel like sht...but im not gona get mad if u go to the prom with her, shes ur best friend and i mean...i love u and trust u with all my heart.i know that ur not gona do nething ok?but its ur choice, do what u want to do...but plz, dont think that i would want u to kill urself, i never want to have to be without u...ever...i love you so much babe, dont ever forget that

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