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Saturday, August 19, 2006


~song of the day~

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late

~post~
well today i pretty much hung out with kayla cuz shes leavin the house tomoro...moving out...kinda sad but fun in a way cuz now if i ever need to escape i can run off to bloomington...that is if ryan isnt home lol

school starts tuesday...kinda happy, itll get me out of the house. and plus my dad goes back to work on monday (thank god) b/c im about to shoot myself b/c of him. i almost stole my car back and packed up today. still thinking about it...i duno how much longer i can actually hold out over here. i really would LOVE moving in with ryan now, but i would much rather move in with him and not have to hide until im 18. i wana be able to be free...ya know? i duno who even reads this but it does me a whole lota good cuz i get it out of my head. half the ppl on here dont even care, but that doesnt bother me. i just need to get it out of my head. i mean i know i have ryan, hes always there for me but somedays i just feel like i put too much on him. im always on about something ot him and i dont want to do that. it just bothers me...i duno well im gona go to my myspace and stuff.

i love you ryan, xox

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