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• angela renae dawson

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Friday, September 22, 2006

Goodbye
i look around me and what do i see?
a family thats torn apart
by the power of three.

ONE is my father
he causes all the pain..
TWO is my mother
she puts up with it again and again..
THREE is myself
I let it happen nd its driving me insane..

u both hate each other
u both know its true.
u yell at my mother
y wont she tell u "were through"??

ive put up with this long enough tho
i cant do this any more
i should have done this long ago
ull realize wat i mean wen i walk out the door.

ill leave a note saying "good bye
dont worry about me, ill be fine.
i wont be back until the day that you die.
and maybe one day youll realize why
i left you a note and told you goodbye."


ya i wrote it...ya it sucks...ya im in a bad mood...ya its about my life. i dont have neone to talk 2 except ryan nd hes @ a f.ball game. *sighs* all week ive been awaiting this day. so i could go c my sister nd b with her nd liz all day nd night. we had it all planned out. but no. my dad had 2 b a jerk nd say no at the last minute. literally. he said no, about 2 min b4 we were plannin on leaving for bloomington. im so mad i cant even c straight. nd now i feel bad cuz my mom was jus tryin 2 help nd all i did was b a bi*** 2 her. im a horrible person. i hate myself rt now. i cant do anything right...my dad hates me and now my mom prolly does to. oh and did i mention that my whole family is standing up for my dad still? that makes me more mad. i think im the only sane one in this household. i swear to god. im so close to grabbing my knife and slitting my wrists. im so sick of this. hes gona come home drnk and hit me or my mom and bi*** all night. i hate this. i cant do this. im miserable and i hate it here.
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