Saturday, October 2, 2004

Well, i went to karate last night and did my check up....made an A on it. One of my sinseis had a car accident, but he's ok. My friend's friend was drivinvg the other car, though. And he died.
Went to one of my friend's house today to get a "surprise" which was one of my closest friends comning down from ashville. I wont go into details, but lets just say i left with music blaring so i could scream "FUCK!" as loud as i possibly could and as much as i could on the way home. Dont get me wrong, i enjoyed seeing her.......its just what happened before i left...... To her now i say i am sorry for the way i left.....for what i have become.........
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Better Days
Hey everyone. Just wanted to let you know that i am still alive,lol. I have finally gotten used to friving my new car, and i realized something......manual cars are fun to drive ^_^.
Anyways, i found out that i have to do something called a pretest this friday. Black belts dont test for like years at a time, so now every three months we do a pretest to "keep ourselves sharp". Wish me luck, its been almost a year since i have had to get up in front of lots of peeps like that >_<.
Everyone, who i talk to in extent (Black Pearl, Rayea, etc.), If i seem somewhat distant nowadays, i am sorry. I never meant to get that way. If you want to talk to me about it, you know how to reach me ^_^.
And heres something i havent done in a good while, leave you with a song! Heres Pink Flloyd with Wish You Were Here.

Wish You Were Here (Waters, Gilmour) 5:17

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Thanx everyone, BYe!
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Monday, September 27, 2004

Hello Everyone
HEy peoples. Sorry i havent been around in a while. You know how life is. Anyways, i got some stuff to tell y'all.
I got a new car. Its a 1996 Hyundai Elantra. 4 cyclynder engine five speed manual. White (hopefully gonna paint it soon). I had to get my uncle to help me on driving it. We spent an hour at my High School practicing starting off and backing up and holding it on hills. I didnt know crap about a manual,lol.
I have to go and pretest this weekend. Its a new thing at karate. Black belts have to pretest every three months so we can "stay sharp" And i found out the requirements for my 4th degree black belt:
32,400 Push ups And Sit Ups
1000 Random Acts of Kindness
1000 Repititions of the first five katas
100 Jog miles.
I think i may just die before i go up formy fourth degree,lol.Well, thats about all i got to say. Sorry it has been so long!
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

With A rebel yell.
Ring Ceremony today. Get to go get my class ring and what not.Well, thats all i have to say for right now. Take care everyone!
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Monday, September 20, 2004

Tired still.
Hey everybody. I thought i would go ahead and post my one freaking time for the week. It seems thats all i can do. I will still visit everyones site, but this is the only time i am posting.
Yesterday (sunday) was tiring. I woke up at nine o'clock and went down and did my cleaning at the carwash. Finished up there and went to help my uncle clean out his comic book storage building. He owns a comic book srotre, which is pretty awesome when it gets to be around x-mas time and he give tons of store credit ^_^. Anyways, i got 5 bucks and a soon to be coming Iron Cross ring from him for helping out.
Afterwards i had to wash off my dad's car, spray fire ants (DIE FIRE ANTS!), cut grass, ans d pick up debree from our hurricane. And even with all of this work, sleep still eveaded me. I must have dosed off though at around 4, cause i woke up to mom, running late for work, slamming pots and pans around trying to put them up.
We have our class ring ceremony coming up as well. I am looking forward to getting my class ring. I ordered a companion ring thingy to go along with it.....i was to give it to someone...but i cant now.Now i dont know who to give it to. I guess i willgive it to the first person around me who asks for it,lol.
Anyways, i hope everyone has a good day, and i would like to thank you all for helping me out in my time of need. Domo Arigato gozai imasu! Take care!
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

   Hey Everyone
Hey peeps. Just woke up a moment ago. A horrible nights sleep. I was angry at something (i wont say what) and it filled my thoughts and i couldnt sleep. If you want to know what it is, i would actually like to get it out of me, give me a pm.
Today seems like it is going to be a boring day for me. I dont have anything really planned. I might go and play some guitars i will never be able to buy at Phil's Music. Who am i kidding. I am just going to sit here and rot my brains out. After all, thats what i am here for.
Sorry, gtg. Take care everybody.
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Friday, September 17, 2004

I am sorry
I am sorry i havent posted in a while. I have had so much going on i have had the time. I got a new quiz (i think ) at the bottom. We are out of school today so, i guess i will be ok, if the hurricanes dont come and get me first. Well, i hope you all are better than i am. Good bye, and take care.
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Monday, September 13, 2004

   Short post today
All i have to say is i want to thank everyone for getting me up to 300 hits. You all rock!
Also, i have a new quiz posted at the bottom.
Thanks everyone, Take care!
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   Good Sabbath to all,lol.
Hey everyone. I am a little better from yesterday, thanx for your support. I am sorry i didnt get to visit everybody, i was very busy >_<.
I was helping my dad do construction on my g-mom's sun roon thing that is about 3/4s of the way done now. Fiberglass insulation sux. I had to put some up and i was choking on it and it was itching me to death and now i think it is in my hair and that is why it is burning so bad >_<. Besides that, i really didnt get to do much. We had another guy there that we hired to do it in the firstplace, so him and my dad had it covered. All i had to do was stand back and watch,lol. I am very tired thoug.
I have been looking on the internet for the past hour for used trucks and suv's. I am supposed to be getting my own car, in stead of having to drive my dad's truck. I found a few good ones, but i cannot afford them. Not with my income,lol. We are going to go looking for one one day soon, i hope.
Well, i hope you all have a good day, i am going to wash my hair. That stuff is really getting to my head. Goodmorrow everyone, and take care!
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Saturday, September 11, 2004

I am not feeling myself...
I am definetly not feeling well today. Besides the fact that i get to go and train at 9:00 this morning, there is nothing to look forward to today. I have to help with constuction on my g-mother's sun room thing.
Besides me not having a good day, i feel i have lost my will to fight. Something i thought i would never lose. I still wish to train in the martial arts, but i guess i am wanting a more peaceful style. I am tired of fighting with strength i guess. I just want to fight with a smoothe flowing art, like tai-chi or something, but keep the strength from Japanese Shotokan and all of the knowledge i have of defence manipulations. I dont know how to explain it,lol. I just want a style that is peaceful in training, hard on the offensive, and smart on the defensive,lol. I am still going to use my weapons though. All of them when i can. There are alot i havent trained with in a while, especially the nunchakus.
I am sorry everyone, this post was just a waist of time,lol. I hope everyone is ok. Take care!
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